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Dec 18, 2020 at 08:16 PM
#741
just waiting till monday
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Dec 18, 2020 at 08:18 PM
#742
I had too much caffeine today between the 4 cups of coffee, the can of coke and all the chocolate I ate.
Will stick with just water for awhile and see how that goes. Oh and 2 cups of decaf on top of that. They only have like 3-5 mg caffeine in them each but still, on top of everything else. __________________ R.I.P mom  8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Dec 18, 2020 at 08:33 PM
#743
My sister wants me to teach her some coping skills for dealing with panic attacks
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Dec 18, 2020 at 08:35 PM
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They make us tired... So we're tempted to tweak.... It is only natural. Damn risperidone that I was prescribed when I was 16.. The voices were gone.. But I wasn't even bothered by them... |
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Dec 18, 2020 at 08:51 PM
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This is a total role reversal. She's always been the one to help me with my anxiety and panic and all my other mental health problems. She's stressed with home life and her job and she had leaves from work scheduled but they cancelled them through February due to the rise in covid cases so she gets no time off, said she feels like she's at a breaking point.
Had a really amazing conversation with her over fb messenger tonight. We'll talk more when she stops by Sunday to have coffee __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Dec 18, 2020 at 09:44 PM
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I'm starting a Bible in a Year Bible study. It starts January 1st, 2021 and obviously goes on for 365 days, and there's a 20 to 25 minute podcast by the priest doing it daily with a reading of a couple verses each day, a reflection by the priest and some prayers at the end of every podcast. I'm excited about this
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Dec 18, 2020 at 11:17 PM
#747
My doctor said that I shouldn't try to figure out why my panic attacks went away when they went away last year - So I did..
But they came back again this summer. It was completely horrible. I must have had about 20 full blown panic attacks this summer. I also seemed to be having trauma-induced psychosis (Which is why they were contemplating giving me Haldol in the hospital when I had that 5 hour panic attack). The guy from "Vsauce" (Michael Stevens) made an episode where he went to Peru to drink Ayahuasca. What I know is that psychedelics cause "Ego dissolution/Ego death" and decrease activity in the "Default Mode Network" in the brain. It's basically the brain trying to understand its own ego and then the connections strengthen and become stronger. Schizophrenia is chronically "reduced Default Mode Network connectivity". "Olanzepine modulates the Default Mode Network" - That's why the olanzepine killed my dissociative/psychotic panic attacks and psychedelic flashbacks. So far I'll figure this out.. |
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Dec 19, 2020 at 04:37 AM
#748
Mania off the deep end phenibut.
But yes.. Though no jk - I will make eggos then sleep.. |
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Dec 19, 2020 at 08:16 AM
#749
Morning. I looked up oil paints online today. I want this so bad but it’s almost $50 here. In States it’s only $35 and there might be discounts too. Sad.
 There are cheaper but good quality brands too in States or Europe but they’re not available here 😞 __________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers
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Dec 19, 2020 at 09:58 AM
#750
^ My sadness went away after a bowl of papayas. Will watch the last episode of The Mandalorian season 2 today.
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Dec 19, 2020 at 10:12 AM
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  Put this out for Oscar, the stray tabby, when it rains and snows. Someone in the complex left him behind when they moved. Really sad. We feed him every morning. He comes to our front door. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Dec 19, 2020 at 10:31 AM
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Dec 19, 2020 at 10:59 AM
#753
I think 2021 will be a great year for me. Working on recovery from my eating disorder, my year long Bible study program, hopefully starting classes again with my college in the fall, continuing to work on my anxiety and panic, working on being healthier over all, practicing ukulele often and learning as much as I can. It's going to be awesome.
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Dec 19, 2020 at 11:09 AM
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Dec 19, 2020 at 11:55 AM
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Dec 19, 2020 at 12:41 PM
#756
Setting my 2021 reading goal on goodreads for 50 books
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Dec 19, 2020 at 12:59 PM
#757
Omg the last episode of The Mandalorian is epic!
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Dec 19, 2020 at 01:24 PM
#758
I think these prenatals are giving me energy. I’ve slowly stopped sleeping during the day since I’ve been taking them. I don’t feel tired at all today and this is day 3 or 4 I believe of taking them.
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Dec 19, 2020 at 02:04 PM
#759
I'm getting this personal blender next month so I can start making my own Frappuccinos, shakes, and smoothies Amazon.com
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Dec 19, 2020 at 02:22 PM
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Yes my Ukulele for Dummies book was just delivered!
Guys it's almost Christmas!! Omg, I'm so excited, I don't even know why lol I don't even know what I'm doing Christmas if anything but I'm still excited 
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