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They understand, it's a common symptom of hypo/mania. I dealt with that a lot when I got manic. I always felt embarrassed about it too but then realized it's just part of mania. It's frustrating though, sorry you're dealing with that

I’m just worried my doctor is going to be disappointed with me when I talk to him on Monday.

I’ll be honest.

I haven’t taken my meds since Wednesday afternoon.

I feel that the pharmacy is trying to poison me and the meds are poison.

Part of me doesn’t think that.

But I’m scared to take the meds.

What if they’re poison?

Blocking my thoughts.

Stealing my thoughts.

I was hypersexy on Abilify and stims. It was one of the craziest states I've been in. Had an e-gf and bf's on Skype. I was out of my mind. Am asexual now and if I was still in that state, I'd be Tindering rn. I got bored of it cuz I had



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Are you getting good sleep? I know that the way antipsychotics work, they can't be used PRN and relapse worsens psychosis. It's not a good state to be in but fascinating because it feels real.

Try and get good sleep tonight. An antipsychotic/mood stabilizer could really help you. I never seen on the news that pharmacies have ever given poisonous chemicals to patients.

Use your insight - It can be hard to trust yourself but try to listen to what is real. We are here to listen and help any time ^-;

I feel sad

Anyways have to work tomorrow get up early. Will be good..

YALL

my life is finally complete. I just found tons n tons of good and fav shows on Discovery+ including tonnnnnnnnnns of mental health shows and I’m dyingggg from happiness

I just watched a show about a woman going through pregnancy and she has bipolar disorder

I'm sorry Blue_Bird about what happened. I've had friends and it's absolutely horrible.

Anyway, we value your presence around here!

Only answer I would have for this would be to read some Immanuel Kant. Sorry if this is making light of the situation you're in.

Basic argument is that from the sensibility, we receive impressions of the outside world.

Then the understanding, another faculty, allows us to know that the outside world exists.

Then the third faculty is reason.

I'm sorry for the overly philosophical take on things but that's what I've got right now.

Actually, read Meditations on First Philosophy by Descartes if you're interested in that, too.

Oh no, it’s cool. I had to read some Kant for my psychology courses and other stuff. It’s interesting. I want to read more about philosophy and psychology but I just don’t have the time.

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Bro they did this man wrong with that caption

I’ve been sleeping eh for quite a while now. Takes a while to fall asleep and then tossing and turning all night.

It’s just hard I feel distrustful I feel the meds are poison. They change me and they’re destroying who I am. Blocking and stealing my thoughts.

I’m just repeating myself now sorry.

Just found this documentary on the Science Tab on Discovery+

I don’t blame my doctor for any of this. I blame the psychiatrist because they haven’t called me.

******* health care system says my options are 1) go to the ER 2) go to the crisis center 3) wait more than a month in mania for a psychiatrist.

I’m so tired of my brain thinking things. Are they real? I can’t tell anymore.

I’m just exhausted of everything. So exhausted. I’ve been like this for three months now. At first it just felt like excitement and energy but it’s out of control.

Maybe I’m not driving recklessly or sleeping with strangers or doing impulsive crazy things like you see manic people do on TV but I don’t feel good and I’m sick of it.

Sorry guys for being such a downer.

I’m going to try to distract myself with stuff like crocheting and studying.

If I’m being honest, I’m scared of Covid vaccine. Because I have meds sensitivity and underlying conditions. I can’t even take some headache pills because they make my heart beats faster in an uncomfortable way

hey be very careful to keep Sassy away from the lillies. they are extremely toxic to cats

In order for there to be Reality it must be observed

i think its related to that, at least it was for me

Exactly like I haven't seen outside how do I know it's real without seeing it myself.

IDK it's probably something I should talk to my psychologist about.

I should be studying and distracting myself but I'm here instead thinking and refreshing constantly.

short answer: you dont

Quantum physics: Our study suggests objective reality doesn't exist