Roll Call 189

Just got back from grocery shopping, I got

- [x]Butter
- [x]Cheese sticks
- [x]Plain fat free Greek yogurt
- [x]Hamburger buns
- [x]Wheat bread
- [x] Eggnog
- [x] Frozen cheesy broccoli microwave bags x2
- [x] Chicken thighs
- [x] Sweet baby rays BBQ sauce
- [x] Apple sauce, unsweetened, large container
- [x] Franks red hot Buffalo sauce
- [x] Hummus
- [x] Avocados (2)
- [x] Head of lettuce
- [x] Sweet potatoes x2
- [x] Celery
- [x] Baby carrots
- [x] Bananas
- [x] Spinach (1 bag)
- [x] Salads (2 bags)

This is like stuff my mom buys - very healthy!

The hard part is actually getting myself to eat them before they go bad

I'm making that buffalo ranch chicken crockpot recipe tomorrow to have on hamburger buns w/ lettuce

I am applying for a promotion at my work. Fingers crossed.

I had the Invega Trinza injection on October 1st. I'm supposed to get it every 9 weeks - So December 3rd? It's now December 6th.

But I feel fine.. I suppose I should phone the pharmacy and get them to order it in..

Or not?

I don't want to get it. But I'm afraid of psychosis. So I'm on the fence. My mom will make me get it.

The olanzepine could be enough

**** I have to lower the damn thing and not just stop it. So I might as well take it and talk to the psychiatrist.

But the whole thing about how corrupt the world is - And that the government doesn't give a ****. My coworkers don't even care. They screw with me.

Edit: I'll get it on Wednesday.

HUGS Desoxyn

That's why it's an injection. You feel fine with it, not without it.

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I was wondering why my cursor on my laptop was appearing everywhere, it's because my cat managed to change the settings one of the hundred of times she's ran over my laptop keyboard, I fixed it now though

How is new cat doing, Blue_Bird? Is she settling in well?

She's been doing well, she is very sweet, always sleeps right next to or on me, and loves to get under the blankets/ She has a lot of toys to play with, she's eating good, using the litterbox etc. So she's settled in very well, she zooms around the apartment like a maniac once it's nighttime lol So she definitely feels comfortable here. And she's gotten used to me leaving and not being here for a few hours at a time. She doesn't cry the second she can't see me anymore

The gifts I picked out for my sister, niece, and my local friend came today. Now I just need to buy some gift bags to put the stuff in. Very happy that the giant glass jar yankee candle I bought for my sister didn't arrive smashed like I was fearing it would

I look at productivity videos on YouTube.

These people are manic. I want to be manic.

I watch them too

"Life repeats itself mindlessly unless you become mindful, it will keep on repeating like a wheel"

So I finished my book again haha I'm so tired of writing it by this point, but I've managed to add, change, edit everything possible, im just going to have to edit it for a couple more months to make sure its all done. Last night I didn't sleeo, so i stayed up all night working on it, and when mornign came i felt great so I went to work. Weird right?

Tomorrow I see the dentist. Hopefully my insurance pays a large chunk.

Things are going well. No triggers, no people out to get me, just smooth sailing. Still talking to that lady. Things are great.

We watched a movie called Westworld (1973) Terminator 2 stole a scene right out from it, its most iconic scene too. What a delight it was to find this gem. THe HBO series is phenomenal as well.

I started to read The Wheel of Time bk1 today. THe show is great, but just touches the surface im discovering. Good time find a nother good fantasy series, this should last me all of 2022 haha, because its 14 books long! Each 860 pages. Here i am pooped at 88 pages, im a small fry. Being creative is hard. Maybe i just need a new story line, we'll see, but after im done writing this book im going to take a year break from writing. Read some dostoevsky, paradiso and a few other classics.

Hope all is well = )

I guess the naltrexone/wellbutrin combo is working, I get nauseous even just thinking about eating..

I’m nauseous. I don’t know if it’s from not eating a lot today or from the naltrexone. I don’t know if I should wait it out a few days or stop the med tomorrow.

I just made myself eat some avocado toast

Good morning, I didn't take my night meds last night because I was nauseous so I ended up only sleeping 2 or 3 hours, I woke up around 3:45am and it's now going on 6am. I'm charging up my Kindle so I can read later while I'm waiting for my crockpot meal to cook. I'll probably put it in to cook around 12pm since it only takes 4-5 hours to cook and I want it ready for dinnertime. Watching YouTube vids at the moment and drinking coffee. Hope everyone has a good day! I love my crockpot, it's so easy to have a nice meal ready with minimal effort required.

Has anyone here ever had mochi? Is it good? I know there's all different kinds, I was looking at maybe getting some strawberry mochi

I am pretty partial to the green tea flavored mochi. It is delicious.

It’s so good...extremely high quality....strawberry is a great place to start.

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