Roll Call 189

Yay bluebird, the more you do it the easier it is.

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That’s awesome, congrats to your cousin on the new year baby And I hope you’re able to get out. Its 33 degrees here right now and starting to snow. Send all your cold weather and snow up here to NY. We’ve barely gotten any and I love it personally. It’s so strange that we’ve barely gotten any snow by now but it’s probably global warming messing up the weather. But I wouldn’t like it if I had to drive in it so I understand that.

Appointment with OBGYN tomorrow, dreading that. Hopefully it goes by quick. Maybe I’ll celebrate when I get home with ice cream for getting through it.

I'm sick of being a slave. At work and at home. My mom really has something wrong with her. She reminds me now of my ex step dad. She's doing the same thing. I can't escape. I'm trapped.

She doesn't care about me. She takes all of my money.

Calling for a lil bit of snow!!

I feel better now that I've come home + My dad is sober so it's all good.

I bought a puzzle for snow days… I like them but previously in the psych ward someone had stolen all the eyes

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My sister has some kind of lump or something on her lymph nodes or lungs or something (I forget exactly what she said) but she's going to get a cat scan tomorrow for it. She found that out when she was in the ER for an allergic reaction to the covid vaccine booster, she was having trouble breathing.

I hope that whatever it is it's nothing serious

I have some Gelato

Today is a good day. No alcohol - Ever again?..

I must be nice to my mom..

Tried to find a good orchid today..only purple or white plain ones available...decided I’ll have to wait for valentines....

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I hope everything goes well. Hugs

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I don't know if there's anything on Pluto tv tonight.

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My OBGYN appointment was rescheduled to the 21st, they called and said the NP I was supposed to see is out sick today

I haven’t had caffeine in a few days. And I’m sleeping quite a bit better. It takes me a long time to fall asleep but when I do I sleep pretty good. I slept the past 2 nights without the Thorazine. And my anxiety is better.

What’s your favorite shows to watch?

I’ve been watching The Witcher on Netflix. And also the new Chucky tv series based on the Chucky horror movies.

H, the Chucky series sounds good. I watch horror movies and thrillers, etc. Sometimes stand up comics. There's my anti anxiety show on weekday nights. (I don't mean to be cagey, just paranoid.)

What's the Witcher?

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I ended up calling and requesting to be put on the abilify pills and off the injection. It’s too frustrating to have to wait a week or two to get my injection if I miss it and having to play phone tag with the nurse at the clinic to get it rescheduled. So I figured I’d just go on the pill version so I don’t have to deal with that.

It’s a fantasy series about a mutated monster hunter. It’s really good

I have drank way too many diet Dr. Pepper's today

My coworker was mean to me I tried to not let it get to me but it kind of did. I think it might be cultural. But I don't know. Trying not to let it get me all down and depressed. Sometimes people are just jerks.

My baby cousin who was born last month, we just found out she is deaf. I have hearing loss, but it's from my Mom's side. My grandma was deaf in one ear. One of my cousins is like me with the hearing loss. I probably will hardly ever see this baby cousin as they live out of State but part of me wants to be able to support her. I don't know how best to do that though.

Waiting for my T to text me back. Been waiting all day.

Need to take a shower tonight. Sigh.

Oh that sounds good! There's stuff on Paramount + I wish I could watch (Star Trek, and other things I can't remember). I'd have to ask my friend to subscribe for me, and I've kept putting it off.

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