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#161
Feeling a bit better today than I was yesterday. I'm just bored today. At least I am not feeling sad and a bunch of other stuff like yesterday. No voices either. That's good!
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#162
I've been depressed since I woke up this morning, but I seem to be lifting myself up a bit. I've had some coffee & started to play some games here, & I've been talking to myself in an encouraging way.
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#163
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#164
I'm glad to hear you're doing better, @SlumberKitty.
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#165
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Glad you’re feeling better....what fun things can you do at work discretely? Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs! |
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#166
well yet again ive been directly exposed to covid. if i get covid again im gonna freak out. i had pnuemonia last summer, then got covid delta variant in sept- i ended up having to get antibody infusions bc i was so high risk from recent pnuemonia. now 3-5 people have covid and ive worked with all of them. they seem pretty nonchalant about covid in general. makes me wonder if theyre the type that calls it "just a cold". i made sure they heard about my experiences with it last year so they knew that i took this seriously. but yeah in my area all covid tests are sold out, you cant get any appts for testing, most of the urgent cares have shut down bc of no staff. if i get covid again- idk what ill do. cuz i wont get paid for days missed again.
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#167
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#168
After 4 hours of surfing the net, I called my boss and asked if I could leave early. So I am taking 4 hours of personal time and get to go be bored at home. But Dad and I are going to do lunch so that's good. Whatcha up to today?
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#169
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Just had a T appointment talking about new jobs and driving issues. Also playing on my new to me iPad. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs! |
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#170
Good day skiing again =]
The weed and conspiracy psychosis is gone.. But I need dopamine. U don't understand JDNA.. Well, maybe you do.. I want to be insane.. I like it.. Well not really, - I want to be somewhat manic. And they are similar. The suicidal/homicidal stuff and severe panic attacks are no good though. But I try to handle as much information (Even if it's insane information) as I can - Because I've been explaining my story for years here.... It's that I need to catch up. But it gets through no eyes, so I stare into the void. |
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#171
I know where to draw the line of enough that I've had.. And when to stop and take a break, watch videos of dogs mothering baby kittens
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#172
I am pretty good today. Had a pretty easy day at work today. That is good.
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#173
Officially going off of Klonopin starting tomorrow.
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#174
I just assembled an office chair I bought.
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#175
I was waiting a few days.. I went ~10 days without alcohol. I took a double shot, felt a sort of depression. I'll go longer without, likely.
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#176
For a few minutes when I was painting today there was no noises at all, including the white noises. It was so peaceful. There are people who need white noises and there are people who like a complete silence like me. I cannot deal with messy and unorganized surroundings as well, everything has to have a place and there can’t be too much stuff on the table and stuff. Physical environment matters a lot to my mental health. Sharing this because I can’t sleep. Stay tune for more podcasts with 12AM.
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#177
Do you ever have days where you just want to quit everything and walk away? Feelin that today. Don’t know why. I’m doing well in school and at work but sometimes I feel like people are talking about me and idk whether there were even people there. No way I’m changing my meds though…but stuff like this goes around and around in my head until I think the worst.
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#178
I just feel like crying and nothing is even wrong…..
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#179
I think I need some self care….
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#180
I think I’m just overwhelmed….I really want to change jobs but there are complications with that in terms of health insurance etc. I’m not sure if I should apply or not and there’s no guarantee I would get the job anyway.
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