Roll Call 190

SlumberKitty · Jan 12, 2022 at 11:27 AM

Feeling a bit better today than I was yesterday. I'm just bored today. At least I am not feeling sad and a bunch of other stuff like yesterday. No voices either. That's good!

Breaking Dawn · Jan 12, 2022 at 11:30 AM

I've been depressed since I woke up this morning, but I seem to be lifting myself up a bit. I've had some coffee & started to play some games here, & I've been talking to myself in an encouraging way.

SlumberKitty · Jan 12, 2022 at 11:33 AM

HUGS @Breaking Dawn

Breaking Dawn · Jan 12, 2022 at 11:34 AM

I'm glad to hear you're doing better, @SlumberKitty.

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 12, 2022 at 01:02 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

Feeling a bit better today than I was yesterday. I'm just bored today. At least I am not feeling sad and a bunch of other stuff like yesterday. No voices either. That's good!

Glad you’re feeling better....what fun things can you do at work discretely?

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junkDNA · Jan 12, 2022 at 01:21 PM

well yet again ive been directly exposed to covid. if i get covid again im gonna freak out. i had pnuemonia last summer, then got covid delta variant in sept- i ended up having to get antibody infusions bc i was so high risk from recent pnuemonia. now 3-5 people have covid and ive worked with all of them. they seem pretty nonchalant about covid in general. makes me wonder if theyre the type that calls it "just a cold". i made sure they heard about my experiences with it last year so they knew that i took this seriously. but yeah in my area all covid tests are sold out, you cant get any appts for testing, most of the urgent cares have shut down bc of no staff. if i get covid again- idk what ill do. cuz i wont get paid for days missed again.

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 12, 2022 at 01:24 PM

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well yet again ive been directly exposed to covid. if i get covid again im gonna freak out. i had pnuemonia last summer, then got covid delta variant in sept- i ended up having to get antibody infusions bc i was so high risk from recent pnuemonia. now 3-5 people have covid and ive worked with all of them. they seem pretty nonchalant about covid in general. makes me wonder if theyre the type that calls it "just a cold". i made sure they heard about my experiences with it last year so they knew that i took this seriously. but yeah in my area all covid tests are sold out, you cant get any appts for testing, most of the urgent cares have shut down bc of no staff. if i get covid again- idk what ill do. cuz i wont get paid for days missed again.

Scary.....hope everything works out and your immunity is still strong.

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SlumberKitty · Jan 12, 2022 at 01:46 PM

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Glad you’re feeling better....what fun things can you do at work discretely?

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After 4 hours of surfing the net, I called my boss and asked if I could leave early. So I am taking 4 hours of personal time and get to go be bored at home. But Dad and I are going to do lunch so that's good. Whatcha up to today?

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 12, 2022 at 03:02 PM

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After 4 hours of surfing the net, I called my boss and asked if I could leave early. So I am taking 4 hours of personal time and get to go be bored at home. But Dad and I are going to do lunch so that's good. Whatcha up to today?

Just had a T appointment talking about new jobs and driving issues. Also playing on my new to me iPad.

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Desoxyn · Jan 12, 2022 at 06:32 PM

Good day skiing again =]

The weed and conspiracy psychosis is gone.. But I need dopamine.

U don't understand JDNA.. Well, maybe you do..

I want to be insane.. I like it.. Well not really, - I want to be somewhat manic. And they are similar. The suicidal/homicidal stuff and severe panic attacks are no good though.

But I try to handle as much information (Even if it's insane information) as I can - Because I've been explaining my story for years here.... It's that I need to catch up.

But it gets through no eyes, so I stare into the void.

Desoxyn · Jan 12, 2022 at 06:37 PM

I know where to draw the line of enough that I've had.. And when to stop and take a break, watch videos of dogs mothering baby kittens

WastingAsparagus · Jan 12, 2022 at 07:43 PM

I am pretty good today. Had a pretty easy day at work today. That is good.

WastingAsparagus · Jan 12, 2022 at 10:01 PM

Officially going off of Klonopin starting tomorrow.

WastingAsparagus · Jan 12, 2022 at 10:03 PM

I just assembled an office chair I bought.

Desoxyn · Jan 12, 2022 at 10:51 PM

I was waiting a few days.. I went ~10 days without alcohol. I took a double shot, felt a sort of depression. I'll go longer without, likely.

Tomorrow will be a good day - Then the next day, I work.

But I'll get up and contemplate.. all of the things I should do, make coffee.

I just hate how it's so dark outside all of the time.

12AM · Jan 13, 2022 at 12:41 AM

For a few minutes when I was painting today there was no noises at all, including the white noises. It was so peaceful. There are people who need white noises and there are people who like a complete silence like me. I cannot deal with messy and unorganized surroundings as well, everything has to have a place and there can’t be too much stuff on the table and stuff. Physical environment matters a lot to my mental health. Sharing this because I can’t sleep. Stay tune for more podcasts with 12AM.

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 13, 2022 at 11:46 AM

Do you ever have days where you just want to quit everything and walk away? Feelin that today. Don’t know why. I’m doing well in school and at work but sometimes I feel like people are talking about me and idk whether there were even people there. No way I’m changing my meds though…but stuff like this goes around and around in my head until I think the worst.

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Sometimes psychotic · Jan 13, 2022 at 11:50 AM

I just feel like crying and nothing is even wrong…..

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Sometimes psychotic · Jan 13, 2022 at 12:05 PM

I think I need some self care….

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Sometimes psychotic · Jan 13, 2022 at 12:13 PM

I think I’m just overwhelmed….I really want to change jobs but there are complications with that in terms of health insurance etc. I’m not sure if I should apply or not and there’s no guarantee I would get the job anyway.

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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Jan 12, 2022 at 11:27 AM #161 Feeling a bit better today than I was yesterday. I'm just bored today. At least I am not feeling sad and a bunch of other stuff like yesterday. No voices either. That's good! __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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Breaking Dawn Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: USA Posts: 16,689 (SuperPoster!) 4 42.2k hugs given	Jan 12, 2022 at 11:30 AM #162 I've been depressed since I woke up this morning, but I seem to be lifting myself up a bit. I've had some coffee & started to play some games here, & I've been talking to myself in an encouraging way. __________________ "Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * *
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SlumberKitty Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jul 2018 Location: CA Posts: 27,329 (SuperPoster!) 5 117.7k hugs given	Jan 12, 2022 at 11:33 AM #163 HUGS @Breaking Dawn __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA
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Breaking Dawn Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: USA Posts: 16,689 (SuperPoster!) 4 42.2k hugs given	Jan 12, 2022 at 11:34 AM #164 I'm glad to hear you're doing better, @SlumberKitty. __________________ "Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * *
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,978 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,907 hugs given	Jan 12, 2022 at 06:37 PM #171 I know where to draw the line of enough that I've had.. And when to stop and take a break, watch videos of dogs mothering baby kittens
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Jan 12, 2022 at 07:43 PM #172 I am pretty good today. Had a pretty easy day at work today. That is good. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Jan 12, 2022 at 10:01 PM #173 Officially going off of Klonopin starting tomorrow. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Jan 12, 2022 at 10:03 PM #174 I just assembled an office chair I bought. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,978 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,907 hugs given	Jan 12, 2022 at 10:51 PM #175 I was waiting a few days.. I went ~10 days without alcohol. I took a double shot, felt a sort of depression. I'll go longer without, likely. Tomorrow will be a good day - Then the next day, I work. But I'll get up and contemplate.. all of the things I should do, make coffee. I just hate how it's so dark outside all of the time.
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Sometimes psychotic Legendary Wise Elder Member Since May 2013 Location: Chicago Posts: 26,409 (SuperPoster!) 10 22.8k hugs given	Jan 13, 2022 at 11:50 AM #178 I just feel like crying and nothing is even wrong….. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs!
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Sometimes psychotic Legendary Wise Elder Member Since May 2013 Location: Chicago Posts: 26,409 (SuperPoster!) 10 22.8k hugs given	Jan 13, 2022 at 12:05 PM #179 I think I need some self care…. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs!
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Sometimes psychotic Legendary Wise Elder Member Since May 2013 Location: Chicago Posts: 26,409 (SuperPoster!) 10 22.8k hugs given	Jan 13, 2022 at 12:13 PM #180 I think I’m just overwhelmed….I really want to change jobs but there are complications with that in terms of health insurance etc. I’m not sure if I should apply or not and there’s no guarantee I would get the job anyway. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs!
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