Roll Call 190

I feel awful without the modafinil. Ugh. Can tomorrow come quicker?

I don't really know what you mean, but I do ponder about other dimensions. It makes sense to me that two or more dimensions can occupy the same space, & only a small percentage of people might be aware of this other place at times.

Well got my homework in for tomorrow…thanks goodness, I’ve been so procrastinating….with all the mild depression I was having.

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The bf just put a whole uncut head of broccoli into a shallow pot….lol….learning curve.

Today is "Blue Monday. The most depressing day of the year".

I completely forgot I bought wax melts…..they are ginger pumpkin spice…..I open them and they’re helping the room. Even bf enjoys.

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I’m actually feeling slightly better than last week….slightly more sun.

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I'm making BBQ chicken drumsticks, they're in the oven now

Sounds yummy

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This is my first time ever cooking chicken drumsticks, hopefully they come out good, I followed a recipe on Pinterest, coated them with olive oil and a bunch of different spices, bake them, take out and put on Sweet Baby Rays BBQ sauce, then put back in the oven and bake some more

Here they are:

Looks delish!

Football tonight!

Going to see my therapist almost a week sooner. That should help.

Added some items to my Amazon wish list.

I am going through Klonopin withdrawal again. I didn't cold turkey though this time. I need some help.

o.-

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I’ve been very stable the past couple weeks. I did go a few days this past week not sleeping but I finally got some sleep the night before last and last night too. But otherwise my mood is good, no panic attacks/dissociation, and no psychotic symptoms. I stopped feeling like there’s spirits in my apartment and feeling like I’m being poisoned.

Why am I awake? Sigh.

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I just walked to Family Dollar, the sidewalks are all icy and it’s like a mile away. I needed cat litter. I was just gonna get one container but I bought two because I don’t want to have to go there again to get more anytime soon. They’re each 14lbs a so that’s 28lbs I carried back in addition to the other stuff I bought. Glad to be home resting now. I also picked up 5 cans of wet cat food. Wet cat food is hard to find nowadays with the aluminum can shortage and supply issues. I don’t know if she likes it or not, I give her dry food. But I think I’ll give the wet food to her once in awhile as a treat. I don’t want to get her hooked on it because it’s so hard to find.

Helen prefers wet cat food and Amelia prefers dry cat food. I always have dry cat food available for both but Helen gets wet food twice a day in addition to having the dry food available. She just picks at the dry food. My cats are picky. For a while I couldn't find the dry cat food brand that I buy them. I ended up buying a huge bag, way bigger than they will be able to eat anytime soon. My Dad put the food in a 5 gallon bucket with a lid so it wouldn't go bad. Then literally the next store we went to, had the smaller bags available so we picked up two of those. For wet food, it comes in plastic containers but for a while I had trouble getting those too. So I ordered from Chewy. That might be a good solution for you Blue_Bird if you want to get some pet stuff for Stash. Go through Chewy and they will deliver it. Then you don't have to walk in the ice and snow carrying 28 lbs of litter.

Thanks for the reminder Blue_Bird! I placed an order for Chewy for the wet food and some cat treats--all seafood flavors because my cats blanch at the chicken/turkey ones.

Awesome! I got a couple cans of salmon flavored and a couple cans of chicken because I'm not sure yet what she likes. She's well stocked on cat treats, had a huge container of Temptations and a bag of treats my sister got her for Christmas

I feel like crap because of my period, bad cramps. I'm just going to relax for the rest of the day, play games, watch stuff on Netflix, read

If she likes the wet food I'll get her a box or two off chewy next month, I just checked their site and they're well stocked it seems, I need to get her some custom collar tags from there anyway