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Legendary Wise Elder
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Apr 25, 2023 at 12:43 PM
#301
Volunteering today went well. There were 7 cats there today. All of them were friendly except one that was hissing and growling, it’s okay though. I cleaned all of there cages and litter boxes and blankets etc including hers. Gave them all fresh food and water. Doesn’t sound like a lot of work but it is. And it was very messy. Always gotta clean up the room , sweep and mop before leaving cause it can get very messy especially if water spills and litter/cat food gets all over when cleaning out their cages. There were a lot of messy cages today. I think I’m getting better and more efficient at doing it though when there are lots of cats. One kitty purred when I picked them up. He name was Sam. He was a tiny orange kitten. There was a cat named George. And many other names I’ve forgotten. They were all very talkative, it was definitely a talkative group this time.
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom  8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Member Since Jul 2015
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Apr 25, 2023 at 07:58 PM
#302
Last couple days have been good. Not much going on.
I ate breakfast yesterday but I was busy this morning and missed it. Ate good the rest of the day though. Made veal stew for dinner. Work in the office tomorrow. Having lunch with coworkers for admin professionals day. Get my stitches out on Thursday. Chiropractor on Saturday. Not much else happening. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Monster on the Hill
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Apr 26, 2023 at 04:57 AM
#303
Woke up at 3am again, now I'm just waiting for 6am/sunrise so I can take my meds to go for a run.
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since May 2013
Location: Chicago
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Apr 26, 2023 at 09:05 AM
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This is beautiful muddy boots  . So glad you joined roll call. I’m not here as much as I used to be but welcome!Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs! 
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Elder
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Location: Nowhere
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Apr 26, 2023 at 12:28 PM
#305
I’m in the office today for a meeting and a lunch. Free lunch from work? I’m there. Got a salad with lots of chicken. Also some veggies and dip.
That was like an hour ago and I’m hungry again! And this was after eating breakfast this morning! Bagel and cream cheese and raspberries. No joke getting your appetite back while recovering from anorexia. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
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Apr 26, 2023 at 12:45 PM
#306
We are having an office lunch today too. Burgers and fries and then cheesecake at 2 o'clock break.
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
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Apr 26, 2023 at 08:45 PM
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Highly euphoric.
Went skiing yesterday, hike today (With my mom) =] And my dad will visit soon. The new Bose earbuds arrived, and the sound quality is great. Idk what I'll do with all the other earbuds.. lol. I'll use them for work. I should listen to more podcasts.. I've been watching some corruption news lately - Tried to organize things last night.. Didn't go too well. Fell asleep at 5am. But anyway, it's Spring. Nice and warm. Why must there be wars.. when technology is so good.. I guess people will always be delusional and different, a variety - Rising and crumbling empires - It's all a matter of perspective. Choose positive perspectives, my loved, depressed schizos.. No jk - It's too difficult a lot of the time.. Soon, I'll be venting again maybe, sui... Idk. But past while is good.. |
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Angelique67, Job 30 26, MuddyBoots, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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Metaphysic
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Apr 26, 2023 at 11:07 PM
#308
Feeling sleepy now.. all will be ok..
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: USA
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Apr 27, 2023 at 02:56 AM
#309
I got to finally go out and vape today. They started Monday I think. It's 3:55am and I haven't slept yet. I should try.
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Apr 27, 2023 at 09:19 AM
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Saw two deer, a bunch of rabbits, and a mama bear and her cubs on my morning run. It's spring!
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Apr 27, 2023 at 09:36 AM
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Apr 27, 2023 at 11:10 AM
#312
Have a therapy appointment today. I stopped the abilify and have been off Thorazine for a week. So I’m just on trileptal and Zoloft now, my bf thinks meds aren’t great because they numb emotions. He was on them before too. He’s bipolar. I don’t feel pressured to get off them but he definitely thinks I can just come off them when I feel like it. And that it will be fine. I don’t know. My sleep has been bad since stopping the Thorazine and abilify. And my mood is getting kinda bad. Like I feel like a failure for not having a job etc. it’s not that he’s anti meds or anything he just thinks other things are better. Like having support, weed, etc and tripping (he did lsd a lot)
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Apr 27, 2023 at 11:31 AM
#313
I’m also questioning whether I even need meds if I have BPD. (Borderline)
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Apr 27, 2023 at 11:33 AM
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Omg I’d have a heart attack if I saw any bears , be safe on your runs  do you know what to do if a bear approaches you or you’re near one? I would probably panic Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Apr 27, 2023 at 11:35 AM
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Well seeing as you always seem to have sleeping difficulties when you go off some medication and have spending sprees and having the feeling of chemicals in your veins I feel it’s not just BPD and you should stick to your medication. At least converse with a doctor, not just go off medication on your own. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Apr 27, 2023 at 12:12 PM
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You might have bpd but as I understand it you also have sz and I haven’t seen anyone doing well with sz with no meds. It can take some time to accept but with sz meds are for life. All that drive you have to succeed coincided with Abilify after the transition period. It’s what I’m on and I would not be half of who I am without it. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs!
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Monster on the Hill
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Apr 27, 2023 at 12:20 PM
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Monster on the Hill
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Apr 27, 2023 at 12:21 PM
#318
Bluebird I agree with the others that you probably have more than just BPD and need an antipsychotic on board to help manage the psychosis. If it helps, why not take it?
__________________ After you make a mistake, you can either repeat them or learn from them. I like repeating them just to see if it really is likely cause and effect. |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Apr 27, 2023 at 12:52 PM
#319
Thanks everyone, you're all right. I've been really reckless with stopping my meds.
I have been a much better more motivated person especially since I been on abilify I'll be honest last week I was sleeping a couple hours every 40 hours or longer, and that went on for an entire week. Not gonna talk about some of the other impulsive **** I've done the past week or so. Because it's a lot. Like stuff I won't even bring up here or to my therapist right now because she'll think I'm extremel manic or something or out of touch with reality because I'm doing things out of character. I'm just gonna get back on my meds and try to get **** together. __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Apr 27, 2023 at 12:57 PM
#320
Okay I'm gonna say what I did, please don't judge me
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God damn I feel so embarassed. You all probably think I'm a terrible person __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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