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Default Nov 16, 2023 at 05:55 PM
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Just got home, relaxing now cause my back hurts

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Just got home, relaxing now cause my back hurts

Yeah I’m lucky I get to sit at work…..retail is for the young.

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Yeah I’m lucky I get to sit at work…..retail is for the young.

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Worked 4 more hours than I was scheduled to this week. So instead of 12 hours I worked 16 hours since they asked me to stay late last night and today. So next Fridays paycheck should be a little bigger than this weeks. I’m off for 3 days now. Next week I’m scheduled to work 21 hours. I work Monday, Wednesday, Friday and Saturday. Next Saturdays really gonna suck cause it’s an 8 hour 15 minute shift. That’s a long day.

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Default Nov 16, 2023 at 06:58 PM
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A customer pulled the I want to speak to your manager thing to my coworker today and the supervisor was behind the counter with us at the time and said I’m right here and backed my coworker because he was right and the lady was wrong. The lady walked off and left her items at the counter and didn’t buy any of them just walked out lol

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I fell asleep for a couple hours. I only slept 2 hours last night so I was exhausted between work yesterday, work today and barely any sleep. I woke up to Mustachio in my face trying to wake me up because she was probably bored.

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I feel like I’m getting sick , I keep coughing and my nose is stuffed up

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I meditated this morning but didn't stay focused very well. It's just gonna take time. I'm hungry this morning but nothing much to eat so I boiled some cornmeal and water. Better than nothing. Can't believe it's TGIF already!
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I meditated today as well but fell asleep afterward. I don't know what is with me but my focus is goneeeeee. I don't know.

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Also I'm still trying to get my business started. It's going alright.

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I'm trying to go beyond the traditional "translation services" model - I am not quite sure how to do it - but people think translation is a commodity these days, and in some degree, this is true, as there are services that'll "translate" a document for you.

The problem is that most people don't know what translation really is. I find that is true. I think my business might be some sort of educational thing. To educate people on what translation is and what it does.

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Work just called to ask if I could come in tomorrow from 10am to 3pm so I’ll be doing that tomorrow

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I always panic when I see work calling me because I automatically assume it’s them firing me or something. So it’s always nice that they want me to pick up shifts. It’s more work etc but at least I can feel needed lol

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I had a minor toothache all night until early morning. Last night's dinner wasn't soft enough so it disturbed my broken tooth. Doing laundry by hand and will start work soon.

Often I send out to the universe that I'd rather not exist. A voice told me that my wish will happen tomorrow. But no worries I have no hope. That voice has been promising me eternal sleep for a long time. After the 1000th time you start to lose hope.

During times like this it helps me to know that eventually I'll be at peace.
Nooo! You have to live!

You have a good soul! I'm not let u die.

Strangeness will happen - Just gotta have some inspiration? We'll ascend to high levels - To just go higher, to the 12th or w/e dimension (Where the God heads are), not the lower levels.. There's .. people.. , that want us to give up. But we won't.

There will be days of negativity, confusion etc - Just make sure that you're healthy physically and mentally, do what you can for the day.. Next year will be fun (If we can handle it - I think I can...). This is a moment that will test us... But living much longer, to gain necessary knowledge and "juices" will be extremely beneficial for our next lives.

This video might help (It's about "Learned helplessness");
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Just watched a TED talk by my favorite meditation instructor. It really helps, meditation. In my opinion, I have to do it correctly for it to work though. But there's a bit of a paradox there I've always thought. They say there's no one "right way" to meditate. But there is a right approach I suppose. It might sound kind of confusing but once I started practicing that cleared things up I suppose.

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Strangeness will happen - Just gotta have some inspiration? We'll ascend to high levels - To just go higher, to the 12th or w/e dimension (Where the God heads are), not the lower levels.. There's .. people.. , that want us to give up. But we won't.

There will be days of negativity, confusion etc - Just make sure that you're healthy physically and mentally, do what you can for the day.. Next year will be fun (If we can handle it - I think I can...). This is a moment that will test us... But living much longer, to gain necessary knowledge and "juices" will be extremely beneficial for our next lives.

This video might help (It's about "Learned helplessness");

Great video! The opening pretty much describes me. It's sad people learn helplessness. Over the past few years I've started discovering a part of me (subconscious?) is sabotaging me, preventing me from climbing out of this hell pit but I'm becoming more and more determined to break free.
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My broken tooth was ridiculously sensitive the entire night but didn't cause any severe pain. During sleep I like to switch sides every so often but couldn't sleep on my right side because even the slightly touch to the cheek caused a lot of tooth pain. Every so often I woke up with intense tooth pain because I was biting down during sleep but thankfully it quickly went away.

Didn't sleep much so tried to meditate but that didn't go so well, again. Then decided to get up early. Ended up watching the spacex starship launch. That was pretty cool. Microwaved cornmeal flour water and sugar but it boiled over during the launch so that was fun cleaning up. Overall it's an okay morning. Now a full days work. I know, it's Saturday. I'd rather go for a long mountain walk.
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Was upset worrying about money. But I think I have it handled for the rest of the month. Have $100 cash to last for the rest of the month. I should be okay. Just don’t spend money. Just control myself.

So I’m less worried now.

I have a three day weekend. I was going to get a massage but moved it until next month because of the money issue.

So maybe I’ll go to Costco with my mom on Monday. Idk. It’s my sister’s birthday on Sunday.

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Got home from work like 30 minutes ago. My back hurts. Lol what’s new. I have tomorrow off though so I can enjoy the day. I have my violin lesson tomorrow. Mustachio is laying on me, I’m listening to music and enjoying my first coffee in like 3 days

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Hi guys, I got the notifications of your messages on Snapchat but I don't remember my account information to login.

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