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Blue_Bird · Aug 28, 2024 at 06:46 PM

My mood was very euphoric yesterday, today I’m feeling very blah

WastingAsparagus · Sep 04, 2024 at 02:41 PM

How does one find meaning in life? Like I'm not really finding much right now. It's kinda sad because I have great things going on. Sometimes I just feel like things are meaningless. Like I have the recurring thought that life is meaningless. It's tough to deal with.

WastingAsparagus · Sep 04, 2024 at 02:42 PM

It probably doesn't help that I've been listening to a ton of blues music. Anyway, though, I love the blues. But it seems like my mood has been bad lately. I suppose maybe I'll ask my pdoc for modafinil again.

WastingAsparagus · Sep 05, 2024 at 04:29 AM

I am doing well this morning. Went for a run that I did outdoors. That was good.

Blue_Bird · Sep 05, 2024 at 12:35 PM

Hey WA good to see you, glad the run helped. Sorry you’re feeling that way though. I find when I feel things are meaningless sometimes hobbies help. Not always though

Blue_Bird · Sep 05, 2024 at 12:36 PM

Having a goal to work towards can be helpful and give you a sense of meaning. For me it’s learning the violin and progressing with that with my lessons

Blue_Bird · Sep 05, 2024 at 12:42 PM

I’m doing okay. Dissociating some today. Idk why. Sometimes it just happens. Oh well. Trying to ground myself.

I counted all the candy corn and put it into a huge jar for the candy corn counting contest for the building. There was a lot. Over 1,000 pieces. Whoever guesses right is gonna have candy for a long time lol

I got some fall decor items. Well a coffee travel mug and a tabletop witch hat decor. I’m ready for fall for sure. Tomorrow I’m going to the movie theater to see the new beetlejuice movie. I

I got a new physical monthly/weekly planner. Excited. I love planners. Idk why. They make me happy though. It makes me feel really organized. There’s something about the physical ones that I like better than digital planners.

I’m supposed to be making a sign for the movie night today for the apartment buildings community room. The program person is gonna get the supplies at Walmart today then I’m gonna make it.

WastingAsparagus · Yesterday at 04:41 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Having a goal to work towards can be helpful and give you a sense of meaning. For me it’s learning the violin and progressing with that with my lessons

I've been listening to TED Talks (or watching them, actually, it's cool). That's great that you've found the violin (or re-engaged in it; I don't know when you started playing, if it was recent or not).

Blue_Bird · Yesterday at 06:09 PM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

I've been listening to TED Talks (or watching them, actually, it's cool). That's great that you've found the violin (or re-engaged in it; I don't know when you started playing, if it was recent or not).

I played violin in elementary school in my schools orchestra through middle school then lost interest for many years. I started taking private lessons a year ago at 30 years old with a really good violinist/teacher and I’m loving it

Blue_Bird · Yesterday at 06:10 PM

The new beetlejuice movie was really good.

The honey lemon chicken I made is cooking right now in the crockpot

WastingAsparagus · Today at 06:39 AM

I am practicing mindful breathing this morning, and it is really helping me be present.

Blue_Bird · Today at 11:54 AM

The honey lemon chicken came out great as usual. I love that recipe. I'm glad I found it.

I slept good. Had a panic attack last night. Forced myself to lay under my weighted blanket and go to sleep early then woke up feeling better today.

Not much going on this weekend. Just enjoying reading a lot on my Kindle. Other than that gonna practice violin since I have a lesson coming up Monday afternoon. Right now I'm learning the Game of Thrones theme song. It's surprisingly easier than I thought. The part I'm struggling with a tad bit is the second part but my violin teacher is gonna help me with that. Mostly taking it easy this weekend as I have a busy week next week:

Monday: Coffee day jn the community room, violin lesson
Tuesday: Inspection, tenants meeting
Thursday: Therapy appointment/starting EMDR, volunteer shift with the kitties
Friday: Psychiatrsit appointment
Saturday: Pharmacy to pick up my meds

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 37,157 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.7k hugs given	Aug 28, 2024 at 06:46 PM #121 My mood was very euphoric yesterday, today I’m feeling very blah __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,692 10 2,915 hugs given	Sep 05, 2024 at 04:29 AM #124 I am doing well this morning. Went for a run that I did outdoors. That was good. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 37,157 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.7k hugs given	Sep 05, 2024 at 12:35 PM #125 Hey WA good to see you, glad the run helped. Sorry you’re feeling that way though. I find when I feel things are meaningless sometimes hobbies help. Not always though __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 37,157 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.7k hugs given	Sep 05, 2024 at 12:36 PM #126 Having a goal to work towards can be helpful and give you a sense of meaning. For me it’s learning the violin and progressing with that with my lessons __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 37,157 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.7k hugs given	Yesterday at 06:10 PM #130 The new beetlejuice movie was really good. The honey lemon chicken I made is cooking right now in the crockpot __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,692 10 2,915 hugs given	Today at 06:39 AM #131 I am practicing mindful breathing this morning, and it is really helping me be present. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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