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Blue_Bird · Jun 27, 2024 at 10:57 PM

Well well well. Today was interesting that’s for sure. Had tons of huge orders for huge garage doors, lumber, had to lift 800 lbs of concrete in 8 separate 100lb bags. It was a lot to deal with. It’s a little overwhelming to say the least. I just got home and took a shower. I’m so sore. My feet are swollen and painful and my back hurts. I put some biofreeze gel on my back and feet. It’s like an icy hot type of gel for pain. Idk how long this job will last or if I’ll be able to physically keep up with it. I’m gonna try. But we’ll see. It’s a lot.

I got a $10 tip from a customer today for curbside pickup. I used it to buy some drinks from the vending machine because I was sweating and walking for almost 8 hours straight. I got over 20,000 steps in today.

Blue_Bird · Today at 11:37 AM

I have the weekend off work

junkDNA · Today at 12:01 PM

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Originally Posted by Manarinorange

He ended up crashing until Sunday around noon. I had bought him some fresh deli meat and he wouldn't let me have any. I bought it and he wouldn't let me have any. The chicken breast I bought him went bad.

Sunday I made him take a shower bc he smelled really bad and I needed to do this leg pump machine. I have to do it every day. But I was so sleep deprived I fell asleep doing it and he opened up my door and then slammed it really hard and woke me up. It's like he wants my undivided attention.

We have both agreed that for right now overnight visits aren't a good thing for both of our mental health.

I get the feeling from you guys that I'm in the wrong somehow with the way I'm handling him. I can barely take care of myself. I definitely can't have that amount of fear in my house. If I don't get enough sleep I tend to go into a mixed episode. I came here for support but I guess I'm not going to get it.

Are you Sunshine ?

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,913 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.4k hugs given	Today at 11:37 AM #62 I have the weekend off work __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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