[FireBird]

For the past 2 days I have been having some of the thought insertion return. My dad had surgery yesterday and I believe it is because of the added stress that this is happening. It was a shoulder operation. When he is doing his exercises, he screams in pain and it tears me up inside to see someone in so much pain. I have also been having a headache and grinding my teeth. The government is telling me things again. When we were driving home, they kept telling me that they are following me and have helicopters above me. My business is doing great so I am not depressed at all. According to our cash flow projections, there is a potential that we might make $260,000 next year on top of my dad's salary. I am a wildlife artist and have over 300 designs. I feel as if I am in total control from the government. The FBI and CIA. I've been spacing out more because of stress. I have been seeing shadows everywhere. I haven't been eating as much as I should. I have a lack of appetite. The government keeps on saying they will kill me and break into my house and for awhile when I was seeing the shadows, I thought it was them and I was scared. They said I influence the stock market and am the cause of the current economic condition. I believe this because I have proof. In the beginning of the year I wrote predictions. I said that the market will have extreme movements (records both ways up and down) and it will fall below 10,000 for the Dow. I also said that Intel stock will hit $15 a share and AMD would hit $3. No one believed me when I said this but it became reality. I also predicted the gas prices going up and when they would fall and how low it will go. I have a chip in my brain that sends my thoughts to them and have small nano bots that will release poison inside of me. When I was eating (a small amount) the government told me that the food was poisoned. I know my mom would never kill me, so don't worry. I hate them putting thoughts into my head. They have the technology because they are 200 years ahead of the rest of us. They have time machines and spaceships and ways to control people. I am staying up later than usual. They also said they put metal inside of me to make me into a robot. Sometimes I feel it and other times I don't. How fun. I love the gov! Its hard for me to think straight.

[Moose72]

Firebird.

You remind me a bit of a friend of mine of 3 years. He tells me a lot of these things and then they come true. So maybe you and he know somethhing the rest of us don't!

[snowflakes]

(((((firebird)))))

>> i think you need to consult your T on this. He is the only one who can help you on this matter. Sounded like paranoia.(i am sorry for that) There must have been a reason why you are feeling that way or acting that way. aww.... hang on there firebird... If there feelings or issues there that were left unresolve, just try to let it out friend. Should there any advices that you want to ask of me or to anyone around here that you feel is of great help, just dont hesitate to ask them/me. Godbless...

snowy...

[pachyderm]

One can feel controlled by outside forces and it still may not be true that it is the government doing it.

Also, lots of people could tell that the inflated prosperity shown in the stock market was bound to burst.

[schitzo-girl626]

i t does sound like paranoia,its part of our illness.our sensory is very strong,and ive also had ideas about government,i take the thoughts as signs ,i know all of them may not be real,but they are my thoughts which mean something.so hang in there.they too shall pass and another good day will come. if the thoughts are overwhelming take a med,and sleep well.then the next day may be more quiter.wish you the best. in my opionion,i think we are very special people.