can you help me ??? (PARANOID SCHIZOPHRENIc symptoms)

I think i have paranoid schiziophrenia. Can you relate - share your experience of psychosis and paranoia?
I was so paranoid i thought my psychiatrist was sending people to follow me to test me so i couldn't trust him.
I realise i was ill now but is it too late to tell him. I tried to tell my nurse and social worker about MY paranoia but i strongly feel they don't believe me because i kept quiet for so long. they think i'm putting it on but i'm not.
WHAT SHOULD I DO?

My paranoia was that everybody was out to attack me. That at any second I was going to be jumped and raped again. I feared desparately for my safety. The psychosis was odd. Sometimes I went into psychotic fugues where I was acting out but couldn't remember it later. Other times were just tactile hallucinations where I could feel people pushing me, picking me, stabbing me etc.

Hope this helps. If your doctor's don't believe you get new doctor's. It's there job to believe you and help you.

Love and Hugs,
Tara