[vampyre love]

At School I am not the cleverest of people in most lessons but i am top in maths, scince and 1 of the best at art and music, but i get a's for effort. As well i am not super popular but am popular with nice, kind people. The problem is in music i taught myself guitar when i was 8 and piano when i was 6 i have been writing songs all my life although the 1 i wrote wen i was little are rubbish. Anyways, I sit on a table with the 7 most popular people in my school and the hate me. I have and epipen in my bag because i have a serious alergie that could kill me and they found it stole it of my and spreaded round i am a drugie. The call me emo because i have known people who comited suiside, which is so immature, they that the mikie out of me cos i pratically have a 3 min memory apart from wen it come to me playing my instroments. the annoy me like crazy i could beat them up with my hands tied behinde my back and i really think im gonna flip at them soon. And just to make my life worse in re miss changed the seating plan so that i have to sit with them again. Not to mention they are so gross they ask me if i want to give them blow jobs and stuff and they are been serious is just disrespectful, to make matters worse next term we are doing sex egactation were we put condoms on dildos. I really want to kill the guys and beat up the girls. I tryed telling my teacher, but i dont really no how i can bearly talk to teachers wen i tell them the answer of a queston. I really need help alway through the lessons i feel like crying :'( . what can i do

sorry for the rant.

Have OCD, PTSD.

[Travelinglady]

I'm so sorry you're having to go through all that. My boys tell me how rough high school is these days......Let's hope that someone can give you some ideas, who knows more about that scene right now. Meanwhile, hang in there. You sound like someone who certainly deserves better people than these to spend your time with!

[googley]

Have you talked to your parents about this? They should be able to help. If you aren't able to talk to them could you meet with the school counselor? You shouldn't have too deal with this. Or go to your teacher during lunch or after school. Or you could write a note to give to your teacher about this. This is not appropriate or acceptable behavior by these other students.

[CindyLuWho]

parents, a school counselor, or your therapist can help. This is sexual harassment and bullying and most schools have a zero-tolerance policy. Do you have any friends who can back you up on what's been going on? You really need an adult involved.

[vampyre love]

my school has no counselor, my therapist is rubbish and my perents dont understand as they both went to single sex schools. none of my friends sit near me.

[notablackbarbie]

ugh! this is why i hated highschool. On the one hand, if you tell someone at school about what is happening - in detail, not just "this person is bugging me" - maybe they can advocate/help you with the others = this is not appropriate or fair.

On the other hand, i also sence A LOT of frustration with the school overall...is there any way you could transfer to a different school?

[vampyre love]

its the only high school in 100 miles of my house, the next closest it soposed to be a horrible school they overall grades are low, and i cant afford the drop in my grades.

[notablackbarbie]

((((vampyre love)))) I am so sorry you have to be stuck in this situation. I know and remember "the scene" as others have said.... I wish i could help you more in this struggle. I didn't handle highschool well at all. I'm glad that you at least have some friends by your side as well to kinda counteract the harassement. If you could get at least one teacher/school authority member on your side for support, that would be helpful too.

In whatever safe way possible, savour the positives that do exist in school - the classes you like, the nicer people, your talents and strengths...