So I have one and a half years left. I can't stand it anymore. The problem is, my parents probably won't let me. Do they even have a say? If they do, what If I just protest by not going to school?

My goal is to work at a gas station and eventually hang myself in my early 30's. I know it seems harsh but that's how it Is.

[Rohag]

Wired Wrongly, what are the

• things
• classes
• teachers

you dislike most?

Everythings perfect and yet, I would rather kill myself than to stay any longer.

I've never been bullied in my life, I have to potential to get a really good job. It's just boring and literally sucks the life from me.

Even though I'm one of the smartest people in my school, there is no way in hell that I'm going to college or university.

I probably have avoidant and major self defeating personality disorder if that helps..

[Rohag]

These walk together:

Originally Posted by Wired wrongly

It's just boring and literally sucks the life from me.
...I'm one of the smartest people in my school...

I strongly suspect you would greatly benefit from a different form of education or training that conforms to you.

For the most part, education beyond high school is different. I don't know what's available in your area, but you might now be able to go sit in on some college classes and some technical classes. Explore.

By the way, higher education is in an era of turmoil. Society and the workplace are evolving, and a noticeable number of people have found their traditional college/university educations poorly prepared them for current conditions. Now may be an excellent time for you to step back and take stock of yourself in this new emerging world.

Wishing you the kind of success that brings you fulfillment...