[mandy_w]

I have bipolar disorder, and my grades are always up and down each year. But this year I'm a senior. I have no motivation to do my work, and if I do poorly on a test, it's like I don't even care anymore. Like I've just given up on myself. But at the same time; I'm in the heart of a manic episode. I'm not failing anything, but I could do WAY better. Has anyone experienced this before? I want it to stop before I start college in the fall but knowing my luck it probably won't.

[CANDC]

Welcome to Psych Central, Mandy w. Sorry to hear you are feeling changes in your performance in school. For many people that can be a sign of a deeper problem. Seeing a therapist or psychiatrist can be a path to recovery.

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