Trying to find out what to study, which entrance exam to write

I am currently at home, I dropped out a few months ago. I dropped out because I had become weak and was unable to focus in class. I failed all four subjects, which means I reallly need a review of my basics. I somehow studied the basic science subjects, but as soon as electronics and coding came up I froze and went blank. I have no prior experience. Let’s see what happens

@Blah nlah sorry school has proved so challenging. Are you enrolled in this program because you want to do it or because someone is telling you to do it? The reason I ask is because this may be a sign that this mountain is too steep to climb. Only you know what is in your heart.

@CANDC

You’re right CANDC, this mountain is too steep to climb
I cried because I was feeling lost and stressed
I need a break
A long long break
Before I start with my career
I feel pressured to do something with my life
I know I don’t have to know all the answers
But for now
I wanna live peacefully
And not be forced to do something
Not be told to do online courses or decide what to study
I’m done with that
I’ll maybe go to therapy a few more times