A positive update!!

Hi y`all!!

I haven't been around, and I apologize, but for good reason!

I started working out 6 days ago... straight. I'm really proud of myself for it. Six days straight is a record for me, seriously. And counting those damned calories... my nemesis.

Additionally, I've been in the process of getting my meds back. In hopes that getting back in shape will reduce the amount of medications I was prescribed. Although thoughts of suicide still sneak into my head, I've somehow managed to ignore them. My 3-year old started back in school so this week so it wasn't as stressful... I love him dearly, but I really needed to get stuff done, which brought me down even more.

I have no way to thank, truly thank, all of you who "talked me off the ledge"!! I cried when I read your comments... not completely out of sadness, but in awe of how wonderful you all were to me when I was lost!! I hope to repay the favor someday...

Thanks for the positive update. Just keep on trucking with the meds and exercise.

I'm happy for your job, and your 3 year old, you can fin some me time, when your child is at scchool-good luck

Good luck ! And well done. Great to hear good news !