[Aviza]

My moms care and concern lies with one thing. Money. Today she asked my weekend plans, nothing because I'm broke I say. Here comes Jekyll. She's been riding my *** all day. I have not been allowed to sit and watch a show, with them. I'm hiding right now.

She already knew the majority went to car repairs and back storage. Now everything is wrong and I'm the one with the attitude. I did not bite my tongue, said I want to leave as much as you want me out. Stuff like that.

I need help, I will not live like this anymore. And I'm not thinking clearly right now.

[lowinmood]

are you are carer for your mum? does anyone support you? It's not your responsibility to help your mum out financially

[Seraphine]

Parents can be difficult. I always get mad at people who trek ppl you have yup like them simply because they are family. Sorry but family can be jerks. I know mine was. I don't know if this helps, but I find things that I find enjoyable to get my mind off whoever is pushing me to breaking point at the to me. Sindhi constructive preferably, so you can have a sense of achievement as a positive to take from it and turning a bad experience into a good one. Even a drawing, coloring in, or origami

[Seraphine]

Btw, I know what parents like that are like to deal with. My mum was, and dad still is. Always bring to have their says in my finances. Doesn't matter that I'm 29 with kids of my own. They still consider me a financially illiterate child because I'm not a thriving businesswoman with a mortgage etc. Last time I called my dad I even heard him say to my step mum that he bets I want money. And yet he wonders why i don't call that often. You're so so not alone Aviza. Focus your energy on small goals. I have a habit of hiding spare notes tbh. If it's your goal to leave, work on the small goals that are more attainable, an NFF make leaving more easily achievable. I hope this helps even a little. *hugs*