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Old May 25, 2009, 03:40 PM
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What ravages of spirit conjured this temptuos rage....

created you a monster, broken by the rules of love.

And fate has led you through it

You do what you have to do.

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance....for a break that would make it ok...There's always some reason, to feel not good enough at the end of the day. I need some distraction, a beautiful release.
Memory seeps from my veins....let me be empty, weightless and maybe.....

I'll find some peace tonight.
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Old May 25, 2009, 07:51 PM
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sometimes the phrase "please take care of yourself" truly means nothing to the hurting individual and it seems like no one in the world cares at all. but to hurt ourselves... something scared bleeds away from us - our hopes, health... belief in something better.
So, for you i hope that you can have an authentic moment of peace while still being in the world, and find it in you to go another day, another week - maybe even some of that time without causing yourself more pain (even though it is familiar and it lures us into false security).
Hoping you are well. Kiya
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Old May 25, 2009, 09:26 PM
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Old May 25, 2009, 10:31 PM
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What ravages of spirit conjured this temptuos rage....

created you a monster, broken by the rules of love.

And fate has led you through it

You do what you have to do.

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance....for a break that would make it ok...There's always some reason, to feel not good enough at the end of the day. I need some distraction, a beautiful release.
Memory seeps from my veins....let me be empty, weightless and maybe.....

I'll find some peace tonight.
Dear Special Darkness,

I hope it brings you some of that peace you seek, I know for me its a release but for all of us it is different. Sweet peace be yours.

Sincerely

Roxy
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Old May 26, 2009, 08:13 AM
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only by dealing with the pain behind the SI do we move forward on the healing road - I hope you find the path back to the healing road - I understand where you are - I hope you find a way not to hurt yourself
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