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Old Sep 17, 2009, 03:14 PM
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I did it again...

Everything in the world said I shouldn't have. I was in a GREAT mood yesterday. I was able to cry over something last night (which, oddly as it may seem, can usually keep me from cutting). But no matter...I did it anyway. I tried SO hard to resist...I was doing so well, but I just couldn't hold off anymore.

I feel like such a failure.
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Old Sep 17, 2009, 08:14 PM
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Then you just can't figure out what the trigger is then, but there was a reason that you did it. You needed to cope for some reason. Please don't be so hard on yourself........

I just read your thread on psychotherapy. Did you SI last night because you were nervous about seeing that T today?
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Old Sep 17, 2009, 08:55 PM
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(((((Fallenangel )))) I understand so much how you feel. That failure feeling and lookikng at your cuts. I know how it helps and how it hurts healing.

I guess it would seem like the blind leading the blind here- but maybe you could (and I could, too) post before you cut. Just post that you want to. I read here all the time and Id check to see if you were OK. Do you want to PM me?
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Old Sep 17, 2009, 09:24 PM
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Then you just can't figure out what the trigger is then, but there was a reason that you did it. You needed to cope for some reason. Please don't be so hard on yourself........

I just read your thread on psychotherapy. Did you SI last night because you were nervous about seeing that T today?
I actually didn't know I was seeing anyone today..cutting last night was sort of what led me to talk to them today.
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