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Nov 22, 2009, 12:16 AM
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I feel like I'm out there, lost in thought and staring into the beyond.... my meds are great, they let me think better, my thoughts are not as clouded as before.... Yet, I feel strange, I'm not feeling bad or anything but I have this really strong urge to want to stab a knife through the palm of my hand.... I even have a clear mental image if me doing it, I'm not afraid of doing it either.... I just want to look at it, dripping with blood as I slowly pull it out, lick the blood of the knife.... sounds almost as good as watching a horror movie only I get to direct it. I wonder if anyone else has had thoughts like this, I don't know.... I feel like I'm not here, not in my body, it feels great.... I gotta go.
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Nov 22, 2009, 03:13 AM
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(((((((JayS)))))))))
Thinking things like this is pretty normal, or at least has been for me sometimes. Please don't act on them though, it is not a very pleasant thing to do - and what we imagine usually seems a lot better than what we actually would experience if we acted on our imagination. It sounds like you're feeling surreal and maybe a bit dissociative? Spacey? Seeing yourself but not actually really *there*? I'm glad the meds work well, but has this been going on for a while? Perhaps this is something to talk to your prescribing doc about, some meds can cause these kinds of thoughts to be a lot worse while still helping overall with other stuff. 
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Nov 22, 2009, 03:33 PM
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I've been feeling that way for a while.... I kinda like the change anyway.
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Nov 23, 2009, 12:21 AM
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(((JayS)))
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Nov 23, 2009, 02:22 PM
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Hi Jay! It is so good to hear from you again. I am glad that you made it to your appts and got your meds and I'm glad that you like the results that you got. So what you are explaining here is not really a problem for you??? It sounds like you are liking all of this????? (Please stay safe............)
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Nov 23, 2009, 05:17 PM
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((((((Sannah)))))) It's great to see you again, I have missed you.
Nope, there is no problem at all here.... I'm doing good at the moment.
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Nov 24, 2009, 12:55 PM
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This is great news Jay!!!!!!
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Nov 24, 2009, 11:18 PM
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Im glad you are good JayS. Please stay safe and let us know if we can help.
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