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Sep 03, 2003, 11:50 AM
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I'm afraid... I can't seem to stop myself from making those little scratches. My boyfriend caught me a few weeks ago and how did I thank him? I moved out...I told him I was going to a hospital for depression and wouldn't be able to contact anyone until I'd been in for 14 days. That was 12 days ago. I feel terrible for leaving there, especially since I know he was being over-watchful to "protect" me from myself. I've been staying with my ex...he didn't want me on the streets...he's never done anything to keep me from my self-destructive behavior, but it was a "safe" place to go. I long to go back home, and it makes things worse...the thought of facing the only person that's ever cared enough to even offer to help me stop. The more I think of it, the more I get the urge...can't stop thinking of it...and I know before the day is over I'll have fresh marks, for they ease the pain I feel inside...
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Sep 03, 2003, 08:07 PM
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Marina,
Welcome to the forums. I'm sorry that you hurt and that it is so hard to accept help from someone who wants to help you. I hope that you can find a way to let him help. You can come talk to us here any time you like too. <font color=blue>Life is filled with tragedy; if you let it overwhelm you, you cannot enjoy life's innocent pleasures. -Robert Heinlein</font color=blue>
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Sep 03, 2003, 08:36 PM
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Hug 4 You {{{{{{{{{{Marina}}}}}}}}}. Warmest regards. Peanut
<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT  </font color=blue>
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Sep 03, 2003, 09:16 PM
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Welcome to the boards Marina...........I think you'll find the answers and caring that you want here. I understand about cutting.........believe me, I've been doing myself way too much lately. The more someone tries to help me in my life, namely my T, the more I do it. Stupid, isn't it?
Take care, and keep posting. Mary Alice |
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