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I cant get my mind off SI, not even for a second. I feel like I dont have a chance against urges this strong.
I want to make a mess. |
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How are you today Moon?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Im better. Thank you SO much Sannah. I cant believe I didnt SI. I am not feeling urges today. I think it will be a nice Thanksgiving. I cant imagine I'll eat much.....Just get through the meal, but I'll be with good friends Im comfortable with....
What are you doing for Thanksgiving? |
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So you rode out your urges and they passed! Woo Hoo! I am glad that you are feeling better! My parents have been here since Friday. We will have dinner here today at around 4:00 PM. My husband is the cook (and he is a very good cook)!
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Wow! That sounds great. Do you enjoy your parents? Did they come far to visit you? Any other guests???
That's very convenient that H can cook. Did he do everything? We had a nice Thanksgiving. Alot of vegetarian food, which is very safe for me...and a tofurkey....it was good, no processed soy, and I actually ate well! Tofurkey, salad, veggies....I ate whatever I wanted (that felt safe enough). I did ride out the urges. But I really didnt intend to. I hate to admit that, I was going to do it. For some reason, I just didnt. I dont know why or how it didnt happen. I just didnt, everytime I was going to, I didnt. I am sitting here now with my 2 yo on my lap, it makes me feel grounded to feel her and know I am her mother. And I have to be sane. You know? |
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Awesome BlueMoon6. I am so glad you were able to resist.
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Thanks, BB. The urge has really passed. I can learn from this, it passes. I cant believe it, when Im in the urge, it seems like there is nothing else. I feel relieved and like I can do this
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I am glad that you enjoyed your Thanksgiving! I am also glad how your daughter affects you for the better! Yah!!!!!! Feeling trapped in the moment does feel terrible. Realizing that you have space and that you aren't trapped is wonderful.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Anyway, everyone here is eating leftovers...for days...and I dont have to cook. That makes me ![]() |
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