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Feb 27, 2010, 12:45 AM
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1. Eating Disorders
2. Self-harm 3. Depression 2 1/2 years too long sadly. I have scars up and down my leg and up and down my wrist. Im only 15 and I cutting is one of my addictions but Iv'e never gotten help for it even tho I was hospitalized at the start of this month. And I dont thinkIll ever get through it. No one knows I still SI I dont know how I get through everyday I so depressed and just plain tired that Ive given up on mostly everything. I don't tell ym friends crap anymore because I feel like all I'm doing is making problemns for them and they have to deal with me and Im getting in their way and they dont want me aroun because Im so bummed. I was happy for a while after the hospital butnow Im even worse Im having a hard time getting over being in the hospital. Im terriifed of pills now and cry or shake if I touch them ior even the bottle. If I see the hospital I'll burst into tears. I understand it hard right now. Ive even had to luck to get an eating disorder!!! Im so ****in lucky its crazy. Im not medically told Im depressed or that I have an eating disorder ut i know and im sick and tired but at the time my feelings overwhelm me. I have bullimia/Binge bullimia. Its disguting, the puking, but I feel better. Better than when I cut. Ive been puking for 2 weeks straight now. Everyday for 2 weeks except for 1 day. Im goign crazy. One day im just gonna jump out of my skin. IM GOING ****ING CRAZY AND I DONT KNOW WHAT MORE I CAN DO FOR HELP. Before I was hospitalized, maybe 1 or 2 weeks before I told both my parents about my depression and my SI, then I was hospitalized and still... NOTHING!! AHHHHHHHHHH |
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Feb 27, 2010, 01:00 AM
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I am so sorry, Brennan. Maybe you could copy your post and give it to your parents?
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Feb 27, 2010, 01:02 AM
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bAHHAHAHAHAHAH NeVER They wouldnt understand THEY NEVER DO
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Mar 01, 2010, 08:45 AM
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Do you have a therapist?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Mar 01, 2010, 02:16 PM
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Its not easy for those that have not gone through a mental illness to understand. Others try but they just can't. I understand about the hospital, it can and is a little traumatic for all that have to go in there. I still, a year later feel anxiety towards having to go back. But every thing will be okay. All will work out. Just have strenght. |
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