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Old Nov 29, 2009, 04:54 AM
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i do self harm, sometime regularly, but sometimes not for about a week. but my question is about this; sometimes when trying to fall asleep, i have vivid visions/thoughts of me clamping a red-hot straightning iron down on my arm, or getting a butchers knife and slamming it down on my arm below the elbow.

a few days ago i tried burning my arm with a pair of straightners, but couldn't bring myself to do it. so what are my thought about? they're so scary when i have them that i have to get up and watch tv to distract myself. xxxxxxxxxxx

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Old Nov 29, 2009, 09:44 AM
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These might be intrusive thoughts? They can become obsessive and can be associated with anxiety. Please stay safe! They are only thoughts. You don't have to follow through with them.
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Old Nov 29, 2009, 11:01 AM
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thankyou very much for your reply! i will try and keep myself occupied so as not to have to get them. xxxxxxxxxx
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Old Nov 29, 2009, 09:20 PM
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Old Nov 30, 2009, 01:12 PM
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Keep us posted???
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Old Nov 30, 2009, 02:37 PM
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hey thankyou all! im good at the moment; like really good! i ahvent done anything stupid for at least a week and i had such a good day today! got a dance/party thing tonight and im getting all dressed up for it so that'll be fun-but im gonna have to wear a long-sleeved bolero type thing because nobody has seen my arm for about two months. problem is if i get very drunk, i may not care if it's seen. which could go both ways; i think secretly i really want it to be noticed so that i can get the acknowledgment that i need for help...i dunno; we'll see! thankyou again for your replies! xxxxxxxxxx
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Old Dec 01, 2009, 12:31 PM
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I am glad that things are better for you! How did the party go?
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Old Dec 01, 2009, 02:06 PM
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hey sannah thanks for asking!it was really good! i'm an utter lightweight-so with three cans (and straws to feel the effects better!) i was very loud and hysterical (in a laughing way) with some friends; but still very aware of my surroundings and right and wrong etc...so my arm stayed covered. which i'm very glad about really. xxxxxxxxxxxx
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