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Old Mar 01, 2010, 06:40 PM
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So I keep thinking about hurting myself in a very specific way, and it’s clearly a hugely irrational thought.
I cut my fingers down from the fingertip to the palm, cutting down to the bone. Then with that done I peel my flesh from my fingers leaving just the bones. This is the really irrational part, I then watch in amazement as I move my fingers (just the bones) like some sort of skeleton in a movie.
So the question I have is it better to have such a serious SI fantasy that I clearly know is impossible. Or would it be better if I had something less violent idea but something that would be possible. This question assumes that I have some control over what goes on in my head but I really don’t.
On a final note please don't try this at home----PLEASE
and I'm not going to do this today, or tomorrow.. hopefully never...

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Old Mar 02, 2010, 12:20 AM
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What do you think?
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Old Mar 02, 2010, 02:39 AM
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I think it would be best not to have thise thoughts. But given my normaly semirational state probally better to have fantaises that are impossible. But I fear that one day the impossible won't seem that way
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Old Mar 02, 2010, 12:54 PM
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Mike, I'm sorry that you are having these SI fantasies. Are you in therapy?
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Old Mar 03, 2010, 02:42 PM
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Yes Sannah I am seeing someone
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Old Mar 03, 2010, 02:55 PM
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Are you talking about this with them?
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