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Old Mar 02, 2010, 11:58 AM
LyDiaHate LyDiaHate is offline
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Everytime i self harm witch is a lot lately It has to be bad..and Has to have stitches otherwise i dont feel i have done it good enough.
Its like a exam if i dont have at least 5 stitches then i fail.
Its Taking over my head and the pain is so bad but i have to go deeper and i take the pain.
I Have OCD and i think it would be something to do with this.
I dont really care right now if it kills me either .


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Old Mar 02, 2010, 12:51 PM
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Lydia, I can't remember if you are in therapy? You definitely need to talk to a professional about this.
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Old Mar 02, 2010, 01:36 PM
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Yeah..i am in Therapy but i dont feel anybody can help me.
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Old Mar 02, 2010, 03:39 PM
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Sometimes, we don't feel that anybody can help us. But one thing I know is YOU are the ONLY person who can help your self. you have to have the desire to change. If you want to change bad enough then you will.

But for right now, it doesn't seem like you are there yet. I hope things change soon for you. Good luck.
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Old Mar 02, 2010, 07:25 PM
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Just my take on things (please keep in mind I'm a bit out-there) sounds like you feel lost and are trying to find something/anything through SI. If your therapist isn't helping you then find one who can, the right therapist can make all the differance.
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Old Mar 02, 2010, 09:01 PM
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♥Lydia.

I know its about the pain and the thrill like you said .
But you are so pretty and young and you are going to ruin yoyur arm or hurt yourself real bad even by accident.

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Old Mar 02, 2010, 11:07 PM
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I'm so sorry you are going though this pain. I SI myself but I haven't cut as deep as you have. And I do it pretty much everyday so I can't tell you not to do it. But I just hope you know that we are here for you. I hope it gets better for you!
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Old Mar 03, 2010, 12:33 PM
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Lydia, are you telling your therapist what is going on?
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Old Mar 04, 2010, 07:52 AM
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Hey sannah <3
Yeah ..i was ment to see her today but i was wayyy Hungover and i Had to get my hair extentions done because i pulled them out.
I called her though and i am seeing her on monday when i am having a meeting with my school
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Old Mar 04, 2010, 08:46 AM
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And you are going to be more open with her so that you can get better?
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Old Mar 06, 2010, 12:46 PM
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I Never want to see her again.
She has been lying about me ..!!
I am not coming home until monday >: (
I am so fed up...!!
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Old Mar 07, 2010, 12:07 PM
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What happened?
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