[aimeesh]

TRIGGER WARNING

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okay. i bought a new exacto knife because i had two that were taken from me for my SI issue. I'm hiding it and no one knows i've bought a new one.

im trying to get better and this makes me mad because i KNOW i will use it if it's available, which now it is.... and i purposely bought it.

it's like how richard wants to buy a gun for protection but i dont want him to because i'll use it on myself in a panic attack of depression

[Mike_J]

Buying an exacto knife doesn't mean you have to use it. You haven't messed up yet, and I hope you don't.

Think, before you act (doesn't always work for me but does most of the time)

and a slip up doesn't make you a bad person, just human..

[Bill3]

Have you been tempted to SI lately?

Can you now get rid of the knife?

[googley]

Can you give the knife to your T? (I am assuming you have one.) Have you talked to Richard about the reason you don't want him to get a gun? If not, I highly suggest that you do. Please take care of yourself.