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TRIGGER WARNING
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . okay. i bought a new exacto knife because i had two that were taken from me for my SI issue. I'm hiding it and no one knows i've bought a new one. im trying to get better and this makes me mad because i KNOW i will use it if it's available, which now it is.... and i purposely bought it. it's like how richard wants to buy a gun for protection but i dont want him to because i'll use it on myself in a panic attack of depression
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Buying an exacto knife doesn't mean you have to use it. You haven't messed up yet, and I hope you don't.
Think, before you act (doesn't always work for me but does most of the time) and a slip up doesn't make you a bad person, just human.. |
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Have you been tempted to SI lately?
Can you now get rid of the knife? |
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Can you give the knife to your T? (I am assuming you have one.) Have you talked to Richard about the reason you don't want him to get a gun? If not, I highly suggest that you do. Please take care of yourself.
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