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Old Mar 01, 2010, 10:25 PM
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this week has just been straight up s*itty. my best friend started putting me down publicly. she was jealous cause i did better than her and i was talking about it. it was a huge deal (tournament. i won my first open). and then some girl was playing with me. she started talking to me anonymously, and then when i tried to find out who she was she started flirting with her and when i told her i was getting tired of the games she got mad and stopped talking to me. i have already been on edge because im borderline failing spanish, and i haven't been doing well in school. i haven't cut in a week and i reaaaaaally want to
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?

he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.

i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony

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Old Mar 01, 2010, 10:37 PM
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and to top it off my friend who is like a little sister is having a huge crisis and i was too busy being obsessed with myself (this nonsense) to notice and help. i feel like a total **** now too.
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?

he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.

i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
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Old Mar 02, 2010, 12:03 AM
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Take care of yourself, friend.
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Old Mar 02, 2010, 12:45 PM
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I'm an ISFJ
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Old Mar 02, 2010, 08:10 PM
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i just feel like nothing im doing is right, im messing EVERYTHING up.
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?

he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.

i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
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Old Mar 02, 2010, 11:15 PM
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You have to take care of yourself. And I'm sorry you are feeling this way. Are you feeling any better today?
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Old Mar 02, 2010, 11:17 PM
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hey desperate... please pm me if you need to talk!!! you can totally get through this, i dont even know you and i know you can do this.

how are you feeling right now
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there is a LOT of personal information on there from my current hospitalization and it may not be for everyone, but it's a good read!


please PM me anytime, day or night... i am always awake and wanting to talk!!
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Old Mar 03, 2010, 12:33 PM
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Do you want to talk about it?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........

I'm an ISFJ
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Old Mar 03, 2010, 04:07 PM
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im feeling a bit better. thanks for all the support!
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?

he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.

i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
Thanks for this!
Sannah
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Old Mar 03, 2010, 04:18 PM
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Keep on taking, d&d. We will keep on listening.
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