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Old May 01, 2010, 03:12 PM
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From Good to Bad in about 10 seconds, I think that is a tallent of mine. I just don't know what I am doing with my life. I did SI, I did cut, and I don't want to admit it to anyone. But it's now out in the open, people could see, and I still have a good excuss. I just don't like this, part of this is me, and part of this is my alter. But I just can't find out who's who, I don't know what I want anymore. I'm not sure who I am anymore. I don't want this.

.... this is like my 3rd time writing something, but first time posting this, because i could not decide on what was important/right to post, because I don't know who I am anymore.

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Old May 01, 2010, 05:04 PM
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Puzzclar, this would be an excellent thing to pursue in therapy. Let those alters talk, find out who you are..........
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Old May 01, 2010, 09:15 PM
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You need to talk to someone. If your young talk to your parents. You should try to find a counsellor, therapist or psychologist. They can really help you and you might be able to find out and figure out that you are an amazing person!! Cutting is hard. And it really wrecks a person. I know that. I do it. But I think if you can get help you will be thankful for it in the future.
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Old May 01, 2010, 11:02 PM
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I can't talk to my parents, since they don't understand anything of this nature. I do have a PDoc but I dont' know when the apointment will be. As far as someone to tlak to, I've been hopping for the right person. So far, it hasn't been an actual cut, but who knows what will happen in the next few days.
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Old May 02, 2010, 01:11 PM
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I do have a PDoc but I dont' know when the apointment will be.
Why don't you know when your appt. will be?
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Old May 02, 2010, 10:08 PM
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I have to wait for the insurace to say "your fine, It's covered" Darn Pre-atherization. (sp? it's been a long day)
Thanks for this!
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Old May 03, 2010, 05:18 PM
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i wish you the best. i am sorry it's so hard for you right now. i hope you do take the time to try to get to know yourself. it's sometimes the hardest part of healing, but it's an important step.

take care of yourself. i believe it will get better. hang in there!
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Old May 04, 2010, 10:16 PM
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From Good, to Bad, TO GOOD AGAIN!!!! I like the good side better. I"m 4 days free of SI so, for so good. I'm hoping for more!!! And my mood has increased, and I've been 2 days with out hearing from my alter!!! That makes me excited!!
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Old May 04, 2010, 10:57 PM
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Congrats! Keep it up! You can do it!
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Old May 05, 2010, 09:59 AM
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Wow! Very good. Do you understand what is helping?
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Old May 05, 2010, 04:38 PM
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I've gotten used to life now, and I believe that with too much change, that's just want my body does. I've gotten used to life, and I also talked with someone who got my head back on straight (So to Speak). And my favorite reason, I DID NOT QUIT!! I kept on trying, until things went right.
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Old May 05, 2010, 09:02 PM
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Very good, so you acclimated to the change that you just experienced?

Was this a friend who you talked to?

I especially like that you didn't quit! Great work!!
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Old May 05, 2010, 10:08 PM
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Congratulations on your good work, puzzclar.
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Old May 05, 2010, 10:46 PM
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Yes it was a friend/roommate. and yes, i'm getting used too life, or as you put it acclimated.
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Old May 06, 2010, 07:44 AM
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I'm really glad that you have this friend/roomate!
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Old May 09, 2010, 03:15 PM
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How are you doing, puzzclar?
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