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Old Jul 05, 2010, 09:53 PM
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I feel very down tonight. Wanting to hurt myself. maybe suicidal. Last time I hurt myself I went real crazy and slashed my arms up. I couldn't hide all the damage I'd done. Had to got to hospital, and haven't done that since. well, still did some hurt since but nothing like that. don't even want to talk about it 2 b honestt. guess this is all i had 2 say
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Old Jul 05, 2010, 10:31 PM
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oh no please dont hurt urself i so know how that is. I hold back from hurting myself with sharp things cause i would rip apart till i had to go to the hospital. Hospitals are horrible places they dont help just monitering. Im here 4u can get u through it. Someone cares
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Old Jul 05, 2010, 11:00 PM
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I can't get the thoughts of hurting myself out of my head. I keep thinking if I give in and cut myself I will just kill myself too so I'm trying not to. I think maybe I burn myself with a cigarette some will help. i don't think I should be near anything sharp
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Old Jul 06, 2010, 08:19 AM
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I didn't do it. I fought off the urges. I feel a little better today. I'm glad I didn't do anything now
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Old Jul 06, 2010, 11:29 AM
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im really glad u havent either. It suxs having 2fight those urges and always having those self harm thoughts. But in the end its worth not doing it because of the fear u get from having 2hide it the anger u feel at urself for having done it that causes u 2make u want 2do it more. Pm me if u feel this way agaian. I usual check this every hour cause its on my phone. Im here 4u and please dont be down on urself. Hugs
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Old Jul 06, 2010, 01:23 PM
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thank you rose

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Old Jul 07, 2010, 04:14 AM
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Good Work Malcontent!
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