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Jun 29, 2010, 11:21 PM
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ive had enough of the hate in my life. i hear my mom ranting about how bad i am to a woman ive never met. i can see the hate in her eyes and i just can't take it anymore. my best friend only needs me when something is wrong. and when i can't deal with the stress and do something wrong i can just feel the hate.
i hate myself and i just wish i wasn't here anymore
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I wanna find something ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong? he who does not feel me is not real to me Therefore he doesn't exist So poof...vamoose you sob What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now. i'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony |
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Jun 29, 2010, 11:25 PM
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Oh hun :/ You have to ignore what your mom does. I know how it feels, my mom does it too. I'm here for you, and you have to stay strong. I'm sorry about your best friend, maybe it's time for a new one? You need people who are there for you when things are good and bad. Well, I'm glad you're here, and you need to stick around. You KNOW I'm here for you and you can talk to me and I care.
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I may look happy, but honestly dear, the only way I'll really smile is if you cut me ear to ear. One will make it better, one will make it stop.
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Jul 01, 2010, 06:08 PM
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I'm glad you are still around.
Are you seeing a therapist or a psychiatrist (or both). You could also look into local support groups.
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“If we could change ourselves, the tendencies in the world would also change. As a man changes his own nature, so does the attitude of the world change towards him. ... We need not wait to see what others do.” Gandhi |
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Jul 02, 2010, 07:33 AM
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BEHAVIORS ARE EASY WORDS ARE NOT  Dx, HUMAN Rx, no medication for that |
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