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Sep 10, 2005, 05:30 PM
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I can almost feel the cold steel on my skin...brazing the skin...then the cut...not deep...just enough to bleed a little.
I can feel the emotions stop...everything stops when I cut. My head stops spinning round and round...my body lies still...I feel calm once more.... That is just a memory of cutting. Why can't I do it again? I know my loved ones will hurt because of my actions...but I want it so badly! I want to scream, hit, smash, and cut all at the same time! I want to be allowed to do what I want! No pdoc, no T, nobody....I don't want to hear any of them!
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Sep 10, 2005, 10:21 PM
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Ya know I got started talking about my mom, now I can't get her off my mind. I've lost the only woman that I could call "mom". That's devastating to me! I would give anything to have her back!
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Sep 10, 2005, 10:53 PM
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((((((((((Lexicon)))))))))))
If you ever need to talk...pm take care
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