[ickydog2006]

How can they call this living..How can they tell me I'm better off this way. Day24 and I hate this. As soon as I feel accomplished...31 days....than I give up. All I am is on sleeping pills, yelling, crying or puking till I don't have the energy to hold my freakin head up, or just trying to make it through a day of school without killing myself or breaking down in class. Now how can someone tell me I'm better off like this?

[Rapunzel]

Once you make it to your 31 days, how about trying just one more day and one more after that? I know that isn't probably what you want to hear, and it's hard now, but the longer you stick it out, the easier it will get eventually and at some point it won't be hard anymore, and then you won't have to go through quitting and "withdrawal" over and over.

i know it's hard, but if you can just go at it, one day at a time, you'll get there. i'm sorry that everything is so bad right now. it takes time for things to get better and that is ever so hard. we all go through it, but that doesn't make it easier for you....sending you many positive vibes and hugs. xoxo pat