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Oct 24, 2010, 11:21 PM
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I'm really trying not to SI but the urge is getting stronger and stronger and i guess i just need some support!!
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Oct 25, 2010, 10:59 AM
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I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. I wish that I could take the pain away. Do you want to write about what is making you feel this way? Do you have a T? If so, does your T know you are feeling this way? It is important to tell your T.
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Oct 25, 2010, 02:05 PM
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How are you doing now Lara?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Oct 25, 2010, 03:20 PM
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still not good! I think i'm losin my mind. I'm sat with my friend watchin tv and she keeps going on and on about work and her boyfriend who's coming to visit 2moro and i can't cope with all this. I can't concentrate i'm gettin more and more irritated and i jus want to cut! The urge is gettin stronger and i'm on verge of breakin!
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Oct 26, 2010, 12:53 AM
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Sounds like your needs weren't being met with this friend? It is okay to tell others what we need. "Friend, I can't deal with what you are talking about right now, can you help me out please?"
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Nov 01, 2010, 09:06 AM
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she's too self involved at the minute! Forever complainin about somethin but wen it comes to me i'm not allowed to complain about anythin, i'm not allowed to be ill or have pains anywhere like my ankles which i broke in june and still play up, i'm not allowed any sympathy or anythin but i have to run around after her when she's not well or there's somethin wrong with her! She makes me so mad sometimes!
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Nov 01, 2010, 03:01 PM
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Is this a healthy and reciprocal friendship?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Nov 01, 2010, 05:31 PM
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it used to be. She actually saved my life about 4 years ago. She jus doesn't understand me anymore and doesn't understand bipolar and she hasn't made an effort to learn about it!
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#9
Nov 03, 2010, 07:44 PM
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i fight the urge quite a bit to go get the steak knife & start in on my arms. my moms never approved of me & when we were on vacation couple months ago i kept getting those looks & finally just grabbed one of the knives in the condo & started. felt so ashamed & disgusted. over 2 months ago & just now fading. need to get a good jog in tomorrow to release tension & write my trash out in a letter to t.
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#10
Nov 04, 2010, 03:36 PM
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It can be tough most of the time. I'm couldn't fight the urge on monday and kept on cuttin to make myself feel better. Now my arm is a mess and i feel bad and ashamed!
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