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I can't tell you how much I hurt. No, really, I can't. I never learned how. I'm not allowed. I'm not even supposed to have feelings. Feelings just get you in trouble. Maybe I don't hurt afterall. How can I if I'm not allowed to feel? They always said I was wrong, selfish, bad, manipulative, just trying to get attention. What if they were right? I'm always wrong - they said so. So that must mean they are right, right? I probably imagined the whole thing. I ought to go away and stop bothering you. It doesn't matter anyway. I don't matter. I can't have feelings. Maybe I don't even exist. So tell me, where did these wounds come from then? I'm showing you the proof so that maybe you will believe what I can't. Just that I hurt. Isn't showing you that I hurt the same as telling you how I feel? I can't tell any difference.
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ugh, I have been called some of those things too
and a GP I saw wrote that I was maybe "imagining" a physical problem I have.... not! GGRRRRRRR I am glad you wrote this! You deserve good things.... ((((((((((((((((((Rap)))))))))))))))))))
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(((((((((((((((((rapunzel)))))))))))))))))))))))
Im sorry ur feeling so bad. Hang in there
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![]() Yeah, they will make you feel like that sometimes. Try not to get lost in it. It's really confusing when you can't even own your own feelings. I agree with Fuzzy, you do deserve good things! |
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((((((((Fuzzy))))))))
((((((((blackdragon)))))))))))
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((((((((Jax)))))))))
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