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Dec 26, 2010, 06:31 AM
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Whoa...so I don't know why I'm here. I guess it's because I'm having realling bad urges to harm myself for absolutely no freaking reason. It annoys me when I get like that. Then I call my T hoping that she can make it go away but that's not her job. Her job is to help me to make it go away. It's just so annoying. And I try to stop...many many times but it's just so freaking hard to fight the urges which makes me wanna cut myself more. It's really just this horrible cycle. I don't know why but I also feel like I am not a "true" self-harmer, if that makes sense. I started when I was in ninth grade (about 14 or 15). I am now 21. But for some reason I feel that I am a fake, like I don't cut myself as deep as I should or as much as I should. Or that I don't feel like all the other self-harmers do. This is totally bogus, I know, considering I have cut so deep you can see fat. But I don't know...just rambling aimlessly, I guess.
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Dec 26, 2010, 06:56 AM
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Hi broken wings
 i can related to the urges, sometimes i cant help it to hurt my self too ( ididnt cut though), can you distract yourself by doing somthing else? am here if you ever need to talk lots of love 
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Dec 26, 2010, 05:35 PM
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Are you working on your SI triggers and your feelings in therapy?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Dec 28, 2010, 09:57 PM
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Getting it out is good, and so is just rambling at times, and you are not a fake, you are a real person in real pain. Does your therapist know about your SI?
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“If we could change ourselves, the tendencies in the world would also change. As a man changes his own nature, so does the attitude of the world change towards him. ... We need not wait to see what others do.” Gandhi |
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