Last Night

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To understand even little about last night...I suppose some background is in order. I'm not sure how much background, the whole history would most likely be best...but I'm not up for writing a novel and don't want anyone to struggle through trying to read it. XD

*sits and thinks about the most relevant points* (I write this way, including what I'm doing more for my benefit--I tend to go off on tangents--which turn into other things, and then tangets of those thoughts--and lose track of what I was supposed to be thinking about. This way I can see what I'm supposed to be doing.)

(...main post coming...this is kind of hard for me to think about, it's so 'fresh', 12 hours is all the time that has passed)

I will do the 'main post' this evening, most likely =/
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We will be here at some point tonight to read it

HUGS

Post when you feel comfortable. We are here to listen. Take care.

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Thank you sleeps and bear =)

I will finish as soon as I am able
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(((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))) if you want them

I will be back tomorrow I hope youre OK.....Many hugs to you

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Thank you {{{{{Rapunzel}}}}}

I hope I am too, thank you {{{{{Sleeps}}}}}

Tonight turned out with me hurt (emotionally only) again ;_;
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try and do what was suggested in chat earlier, if you cant do it ask your husband to help you, either way we will be here to help you, whatever you decide.

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I did have a long (2 hour talk) with my husband last night, about everything I said in chat last night. I think it helped him understand a bit better, and is accepting I may need more than an MD. =)

Unless my tylenol kicks in, I won't be typing up my story today. Hard to type at all. =/
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Glad you were able to talk things over with your husband, and that he actually seemed to understand where you're coming from.

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Thank you Ben. =)

At the advice from more 'experienced' people, I won't be around to type my story tonight. I will be going to the hospital today.

Thank you SOOOO much to those who have helped =)
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yay I'm glad you decided after all to go to the hosp, thhat's great! I hope you find it beneficial