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#1
Aug 31, 2010, 08:36 AM
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So its been a while since I've been on and I'm sorry for that everyone but lately I have come into way to much to sort out and deal with on my own... Added stresses of life and family and friends and relationships and other factors... I'm here again to help everyone else cause I'm not worried about me... I'm here for y'all...
The only thing I'm here for is that these scars are really starting to make me look back... to remember what I was and who I am... I am starting to miss it and I am not sure what to do about it or how to change my outlook or how to stop myself from doing this..... I am just worried....
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#2
Aug 31, 2010, 12:32 PM
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Hi LFFN, I remember you. So it sounds like you have been doing better?
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#3
Aug 31, 2010, 01:10 PM
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and i remember you!!!
 i have been doing alot better but now im just falling off the map again.....
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#4
Aug 31, 2010, 06:15 PM
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lovefew-fearnone It'll be alright. You can fight this battle. I know what it's like. It hurts,it's hard. It causes tears. But you can do it. I was doing good then fell into the trap again but now im working on getting back to good coping skills. It's hard hard i won't lie It's the hardest most painfull thing i've ever done. But I promise IT DOES GET BETTER. You have to try you have to fight. But do not give up. We are all here for you.
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#5
Aug 31, 2010, 07:06 PM
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i remember you [of course, you dont know me, but back when i first joined, i came across your profile - when u were still like, enditall or somethin]
anyhoozles, WELCOME BACK! :3 ..Blue lol 
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#6
Aug 31, 2010, 09:42 PM
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tennisgrlcc thank you...
blue thanks for the warm welcome... its not that im scared of falling back its that i have already fallen and am going in for surgery tomorrow on my knee... i know that ill be trapped inside alone for a while and it worries me
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#7
Aug 31, 2010, 10:25 PM
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Well one thing is to help others, but here's a few other suggestions.
Read a book Do something for yourself that you enjoy Watch TV Stay Calm Pick up a new skill/talent Hope this helps. and welcome back (and I'm happy with your name change!) |
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#8
Aug 31, 2010, 11:03 PM
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thanks....
i may pick up russian i always wanted to.... idk lots of time.... im bored
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#9
Sep 01, 2010, 04:34 AM
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You have come so far and learned so much. When you look back think about the changes you have made and how they have benefitted you. You seem to be doing a lot better, ask yourself why that is and how you got there.
You don’t need to be trapped inside alone. Try to reach out during your recovery time. I am always here for you, any time of day. I hope you find happiness in everything you do (even the little things). Best of luck with your surgery and wishing you a speedy recovery. -keep ps: I am learning Russian, it is such a wonderful language. |
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#10
Sep 01, 2010, 06:56 AM
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LFFN, do you think that your worrying about your surgery and recovery has brought you down some?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#11
Sep 01, 2010, 04:17 PM
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well i'm sure this recovery is going to be horrible... day one and already i feel dead but at the same time im enjoying it.. i dont want to take the pain pills cause idk but i just don't...
Beth-- i am not sure how to go about learning russian... any ideas? i am sure that the recovery is going to keep me down but on the bright side my mom is home with me and everyone here is making sure that i am ok and that im comfortable.... physical therapy tomorrow...
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Sep 01, 2010, 04:23 PM
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well its better to not be good but able to get better than to just always be at home and stuck.. >____<;
hope you have safe recovery. [[lovefew-fearnone]] ..Blue
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Sep 01, 2010, 08:41 PM
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i agree.....after laying here all day i finally realized that this is not going to be a good day tomorrow....
i hope this recovery speeds up but they said today that the damage was worse than they thought so im out for a while
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#14
Sep 01, 2010, 09:16 PM
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if it helps in the long run to have a bit of a slow recovery, you may wanna just wait it out. whatever happened n had to be fixed prolly cant heal as good if you try to speed it up. i mean, i aint no docbut lets say u broke an arm; it wouldnt be best if ya tried pitching a ball right after slow or somethin,
ultimately, be safe. |
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Sep 01, 2010, 09:37 PM
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i understand that but i have things i want to do and want to get done... i need to heal before i can do them and if it takes too long then im scared ill lose my edge to do them...
right now all i know is that im in pain.... alot of it and idk what im going to do
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#16
Sep 01, 2010, 10:03 PM
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well see the thing is.. my mom actually was hurt before and is still affected from it like, 5 years later..
--she tore some muscle in one of her knees so before she *let it heal*, she kept on like normal and ended up like, breaking her foot due to pressure n junk. and ever since, she's had nerve issues and stuff and is in and out of doc's office every few weeks to a month-- and its like, you shouldnt have end up like that or something worse or anything bad.. >______<; |
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#17
Sep 02, 2010, 01:39 AM
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LFFN, are you afraid to take the pain pills? I know that being in pain does affect your mood. I don't think that you will lose your edge to accomplish what you want to. Please be patient with your recovery. You only get one body and you don't want to mess it up permanently. I'm glad that your family is taking care of you.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#18
Sep 02, 2010, 02:57 PM
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thanks bluegirl... i am going to take it easy... it hurts but ill take my time
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------------------------------------------------ Watch All, Love Few, Fear None On the dark side.... Jealous and resentful Compulsive and obsessive Secretive and obstinate Formally known as enditnow92 |
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Sep 02, 2010, 02:58 PM
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i am not scared to take the pain pills i am just scared to get re-addicted
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Sep 02, 2010, 06:14 PM
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*re*addicted ? meaning u already have been before?
 hopefully your doc knows this so he/she knows what meds u shhould take.. [[[[LF-FN]]]] and thats good; even if its a slow process, in the end it shall pay off.  ..Blue ><; |
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#21
Sep 03, 2010, 06:29 AM
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I see, that is a valid worry. Have you talked to the doctor about this?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#22
Sep 06, 2010, 07:31 PM
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yes i have been before and i dont think im going to turn back right now
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#23
Sep 07, 2010, 04:29 AM
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Your pain should be easing soon?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#24
Sep 07, 2010, 05:51 PM
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here we go again!!!!
SI'd last night for the first time in a long time and i know im going to do it again... i enjoyed to too much and now i find myself asking why i ever stopped in the first place..... promises were broken and now im free and i just want to go razy on myself... i know its wrong... someone help me please before i do something stupid
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------------------------------------------------ Watch All, Love Few, Fear None On the dark side.... Jealous and resentful Compulsive and obsessive Secretive and obstinate Formally known as enditnow92 |
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#25
Sep 08, 2010, 12:51 AM
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What made you do it? What was going on?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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