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Jan 27, 2011, 05:33 AM
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I can't stop cutting myself. Recently I have been having arguments with a friend. On msn, he has been ignoring me. He finally chat to me and he said that he has been ignoring me to see me explode. He also called me hella boring. (Wtf does that mean lol). I can't help these emotions. One moment I'm happy and then one moment I'm upset and saying "I'm better off dead" or "I'm ugly". I've been having arguments with my boyfriend, I still love him and I don't want to lose him. I'm the ***** that starts the arguments. I'm just a selfish stuck up *****. Thats me.I know this is stupid, it really does. I keep cutting myself. If someone like that person on msn calls me a name or ignores me, I cut myself. I cut myself to get rid of the emotional pain. When I bleed I feel better. When I see my own blood I know I have achieved something, I love it when I bleed. When I cut myself, it used to be little scratches but now I just want to cut deeper. This is all thanks to my friend back in high school, she self harmed and I saw them and now I copied her. I just wanted to post this to get if off my chest. I know I'm an attention seeker and I sometimes deserve to die.
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Jan 27, 2011, 01:46 PM
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EG, you are not doing this for attention and you don't deserve to die. The pain releases endorphins which improve your mood. Can you ignore unhealthy people like that guy on msn? A lot of mental health has to do with who you chose to subject yourself to. Unhealthy people will drive you crazy. Do you want to talk about what is going on between you and your bf?
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Jan 27, 2011, 01:49 PM
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Me talking about self harm is probably driving you crazy. It's like a vicious circle. I deleted that "guy" off msn anyway. I'm not going to chat to him and he's the one making me mentally ill. Things are fine between my boyfriend and I. I just get jealous. For example if he hasn't messaged me, I complain to him. It would probably take ages to tell about the things that I complain to my boyfriend about.
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Jan 27, 2011, 01:59 PM
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You are not driving me crazy! I come here to help. I'm talking about harmful people. You need help and support, you aren't harmful! I see, jealousy is what comes up for you. Very good deleting that guy.
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Jan 27, 2011, 02:07 PM
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Jan 27, 2011, 02:09 PM
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Yes, try the website! (And let me know how it goes........)
Deleting that guy is very good self care! Good work!
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Jan 27, 2011, 02:10 PM
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