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i havent cut in 6 months but i am having such bad urges, i need help. please someone help me, please?????
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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(((((((Hallie))))))))) Talk to us.. What is going on?
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i dunno. i have had like 3 of my friends tell me they are suicidal. my depression has come back. it finally stopped when i got put in a hospital back in may. but its gradually getting worse and i dont have a psych appointment til dec 20. its very sudden, thinking of random ways to kill myself, urges to cut and not to mention my psych teacher discussed suicide today, i almost cried as i relived my visit to the psych ward
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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Halliebeth, that's sure a lot to have to deal with all at once! It is understandable that it's getting to you. I'm proud of you for asking for help and for working to resist it. You might have setbacks sometimes, but I know that you are strong enough to fight it and come out ahead.
Rap
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thanks, i keep a journal at www.livejournal.com my name on there is threatenedsoul for anyone who is on there also
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Halliebeth,
It must be scary to hear your friends talk about suicide. Are you feeling scared? stressed? frustrated ? powerless ? Maybe you can write or do something that expresses those feelings instead of cutting. |
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Try to occupy your mind with anything right now other than the cutting and the other urges. What seems to work for me sometimes is playing a game online, doing something constructive with my hands (do not handle anything sharp), you are in school so you must have some kind of class where your mind is occupied so try reading or doing math or something difficult that will get your brain working on that, deep breathing, cleaning, writing, anything like that. It usually helps me. Since I like to type I get online and post my heart away...I also have a live journal and I type a lot in there about what I'm going through on a daily basis.
As long as you keep yourself, and your hands, busy I think you will do ok. Try calling your local crisis line if things get too unbearable. They are trained to help you. I care about what happens to you and do not want to see you hurt yourself. We all love you. Stay safe and take care. I hope this helps.
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those were nice words, wish i read em earlier, but its too late now, i gave in.
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(((((((((helliebeth)))))))))))))) I am so sorry you felt you had no option but to cut. We all have setbacks so don't consider it a failure on your part. Please PM me next time if you feel you can't cope. I am sorry you felt so all alone.
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i tried so hard so hard. i tried talking to my friends around here and they were all too busy for me
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((((((((Hallie)))))))))))))
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