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Old Jun 26, 2011, 08:58 PM
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Wow thats great!!! That you just stepped up for yourself and called a T. I'm happy for you. Take care!!!
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Old Jun 28, 2011, 03:29 PM
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Just got home from my appoitment. She thinks some of my behaviors are compulsive and suggested I talk to my pdoc about them. She was nice though. No appoitment next week as it is the holiday, so I don't see her again until the 11th.
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Old Jun 28, 2011, 04:11 PM
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Yes, see if you can work on some of them on your own?

http://www.skinpick.com/picking-scabs
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Old Jun 28, 2011, 08:18 PM
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Good for you for being so proactive in dealing with you health and wellbeing!
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Is this considered self-injury?
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Old Jun 28, 2011, 08:36 PM
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So, I have a question whether or not something would be considered SI or not? And whether or not I should tell my pdoc about it? I'm not sure if what I have a problem with is SI or something else...though I have come to the conclusion that it is a problem.

Is picking scabs just to see blood SI or not?

I mean I'll get a bug bite and I'll scratch it until it bleeds, then when it scabs over I will pick it just to see it bleed. Eventually, I'll pick it so much that something the size of an ant bite will turn into a sore that is about an inch or more in diameter. I'll do the same thing with pimples on my face. I will pop them and watch them bleed and then start picking at the scab when it forms. Or if my cat scratches me, I will pick at the scratch scab and turn the scratch into a gash.

I had a scratch turned gash on my upper arm once when I was sick with sinus stuff and at the walk-in health clinic. The nurse taking my blood pressure asked what happened. I said my cat scratched me. Then he commented that it looked more like a mountain lion scratched me.

Is what I am doing SI? Or is it something else? I'm embarrassed admitting this even here (but at least I can be "anonymous" here). I can't imagine admitting this to my pdoc. Should he know?

My parents when I visit them will ask me why I scratch my scabs (they can tell I do). I get embarrassed to admit I like picking them, find it fun, and like to see blood, so instead I tell them that they itch (they really don't) and I scratch them in my sleep. So, I guess they look bad enough that other people can tell I scratch them. Though my pdoc has never asked about them.

Any advice from anyone?

No advice, but you're not alone.
My arms and legs are my picking posts. I pick and scratch till I bleed and when the blood dries, I'll pick it again.

For me, I think it's mostly a compulsion. When I SI, I use instruments.
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Old Jun 29, 2011, 08:51 AM
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So, I am thinking about writing my pdoc another letter (ended up emailing instead of snail mailing the other one) saying what the psychologist I saw yesterday's thoughts were. I would actually mail this letter though, as I don't want to send him too many emails and this one is not looking for a timely response. I just want to make him aware of it before my next visit with him, so he can use his usual "I got your letter/email, what's going on?" and I will have no choice but to tell him (since he will already know from the letter/email). It's my way of getting around being too shy to admit it on my own in person. I communicate better in writing.

I'm just afraid that he will want to add more medications after I tell him what my psychologist thinks/said. And I really don't want more medication. I can accept that I need the stuff I am currently on as it is helping, but I'm uneasy about going on more. But my psychologist wants me to talk with my pdoc about it. I voiced my worries about getting put on more medication to her. her response was she was not an MD, but it might be possible that just increasing or changing one of my current meds might help, but my pdoc would know that. So, I guess I need to talk to him about it.

He knows about my picking problem, as that was the original letter that I emailed. he never responded, but I sent a 2nd email saying not to because I decided to see someone on my own, so that is probably why he didn't. Now I need to let him know that my psychologist thinks the behavior is compulsive and anxiety induced. Great...."OCD" and "anxiety"....I barely want one more medication....I definitely don't want 2 more.

I see my psychologist again on the 11th (she's gone for the 4th of July next week), so I will see her again before I see my pdoc again. I need to listen to her though. If she thinks I need to talk to my pdoc about it, I guess I should.

Okay, I'll stop rambling now. I hate when I get to thinking about stuff too much.
Thanks for this!
Sannah
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