[Lexicon78]

Well, I'm 3 weeks cut-free. Although I do enjoy my cutting, it's nice to not have to do it. I know in my head that it's healthier not to cut, but my heart says otherwise. You guys know the drill...your head and your heart never seem to agree. At least that's how it is with me.

The only time I seem to cut is when me and my boyfriend fight now. We fight every 2 weeks but the last time I was able to fight off the urge to cut. I was just too angry and annoyed to do it. It's usually when I'm hurt and feeling all alone that I do it anymore. Like I really cut and everything when he called me an abomination.

I'm working on not cutting for now. So wish me luck.

[hereiam]

I know it's hard, but I truly believe if you are commited to doing something then it absolutely can be done. It seems like you've commited yourself to not cutting, and congratulations on making sure that happens! I haven't cut in about 6 months, so I know how hard it is. The urges...yea, they never really go away. These past few days I've had the worst urges than in any of my 6 months free. You never know when things are going to get bad or go wrong, so prepare yourself for that.

Congratulations and good luck, we're proud of you!

[inkblot]

Congrats! I am also at 3 weeks now!
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