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I cut, like, when i cut, i do it but when i watch the blood pour down my arm, drip of my fingertips i sit, and laugh, i laugh alot, I sit and dont feel the pain.. i feel happy. I love the feeling as its relased.
I've done it with blunt objects, sharpend objects, home made tools, screws & screw drivers etc etc. 400 scars on one arm, im 19 this isn't normal. I cant help it, people say "you're cutting across why not down?" i say "Because i dont want to die.. i want to feel pain, anger" i dont know if this relates to psychosis or what.. but i enjoy cutting, but i know its not good for me anymore as some of my scars have bust open befor, when i've thought they was fully heald... any help or tips on how to take my mind away from that and to put it in a better way... Last edited by wanttoheal; Jun 30, 2011 at 08:32 AM. Reason: added trigger icon |
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Hi Crisis, welcome to PC. Are you in therapy?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Nope ive tryed to have help befor but they all say the same things i try to do it but getting motivated is hard and the things they get me to do dont seem to help...
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Therapy is essential to become healthy. Maybe you didn't have the right therapist or you weren't taking control of your own mental health?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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