[Flo Medina]

So, I dont cut but i do hurt myself. I stab myself in my gums with a paperclip, because i like the pain, i like the blood in my mouth, i like the sweet taste of it. But, I'm damaging myself SO much.. The paperclip goes through my gums and I'm damaging them. But i can stop. And, i dont know what to do. I just, really need some support right now. I'm doing it right now as i type this. It, just feels SO good! I cant do this anymore.. I also chew on the side of my cheeks, and really bad. I bleed a lot, but i cant stop. And then i have to wait for the skin o grow back until i do it again. One cheek is actually smaller then the other because that one is easier to chew on.

[*Defeated*]

I hope it helps you to know that there are people who understand your desire to self-harm. It is almost an innate need that is ingrained in us to fulfill. I understand; I am in the same boat (well, my boat is a "little" different, but it's still a damn boat)!

I know for me, it helps when I sense that someone TRULY understands the emotion, drive and torment behind self-harm. It gives us a sense of release, a brief moment of sheer peace (well, until we realize we're bleeding all over the floor). I should probably stop and acknowledge here that I can be a "little" sarcastic." I promise, it benefits the both of us.

All jokes aside, even in your isolated world where no one understands, please always remember that there someone who does. And I'm here to help in any way I can.

*HUGS*