[stephiifaye92]

and im being dead serious when i say this, wanted to hurt yourself because its illegal to kill people? because i am giving it serious thought.

[stephiifaye92]

Originally Posted by stephiifaye92

and im being dead serious when i say this, wanted to hurt yourself because its illegal to kill people? because i am giving it serious thought.

and im not saying i want to kill myself, because i dont, i just seriously want to hurt other people and know i cant.

[stephiifaye92]

Originally Posted by stephiifaye92

and im not saying i want to kill myself, because i dont, i just seriously want to hurt other people and know i cant.

im sorry i dont mean to abuse this section either, i had problems with depression before and i used to cut, havent in years and not actually going to but i seriously have the urge is what im saying

[nicoleb2]

If you are having that hard of a time with wanting to hurt someone you should really talk to a professional of some sort ASAP

[Sannah]

Sounds like you are turning anger toward others inward? Do you want to talk about these situations? You probably grew up not being able or allowed to express your anger?

[3velniai]

Well, not just wanted, but actually did that. Long long time ago, but still. I didn't want to kill anyone though, just hurt someone, anyone, so I SIed instead. Badly. I must say it didn't help even a tiny bit, just made things even more messy and f***ed up, so I seriously suggest to solve that in some other way. Talking to T is a good option, that was what I did. Eventually. Should've done sooner, but I was afraid she'd think I'm totally crazy and lock me up, which she didn't. It helped a lot to just tell someone that stuff and see a normal reaction. No overreaction, no underreaction (is that even a word? whatever, you get it), just pure profesional, no BS and "ok, so now we should do this and that" approach. Worked out quite well I must say.