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Jan 18, 2012, 06:46 PM
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i had a 100% emotional breakdown the other night. i havent cut for a long time. but i went nuts. I cut over xxx times on each foot and xxx time one each crook of the arm. i had to go to get blood drawnd bc my potassium dropped and put in the hosp and the coouldnt even fing a vien in my arm, they had to go in my wrist. I just got soo triggered by a bunch of unsympathetic people who didnt believe me or my trauma and went bananas. im sorry bc this is so triggering but i had to get it out!
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Jan 19, 2012, 08:38 AM
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Hi WHeart, welcome to PC. Those sound like people to avoid? Do you have people to support you? I read your profile and see that you have a good treatment team. I'm so glad for that. Can I ask what you are working on with them right now?
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Jan 19, 2012, 11:21 PM
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I just had another total cutting episode! I have really bad OCD and count everything! So if I do a specific number of cuts in one area even if it's in the xxx's I have to = that in each area. I was inpatient for 3 days and they addressed NOTHING! I'm in a decent day program now but feel like I'm on a run away train to no where! I'm going to ask them tomorrow to have them admit me to their inpatient program for more intensive treatment. I am sooo numb right now I don't know what emotions are to begin with and I don't cry I feel like a failure and weak if I do. I think I've cried 8 times in 22 years the most recent was my fathers passing in November . I don't know where to turn? I am good at listening and giving advice. I am extremely intelligent iq 153 but I can't care for me. What's wrong with me accepting or asking for help? Extremely despondent!
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Jan 20, 2012, 08:35 AM
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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