[Fuzzybear]

I was feeling like cutting ... or worse ... last night, but I got through it. The only real mess I made was on Creative Corner here. So that is a positive I suppose.

I've been having a lot of bad memories coming up. If this continues, I need to look for a good T ... if they exist in the UK. I do believe that they are a very rare breed (of fluffy puppy) this side of the pond.

Take care,
Fuzzy

[Serenity]

FUzzy...sorry you had such a hard night {{{{hugs}}}} but I AM glad to hear you got through it somehow...I know how hard that can be at the time...and I dont think you "made a mess" at CC...sometimes writing and posting is the little bit that helps us get through and I'm sure most of us understand that.
Why not "start" looking aroudn for a T so you have some resources already at hand when you may need it? It can be a long process to find someone you trust so it wouldnt hurt to look around a bit right?
Sending warm thoughts your way and I hope today is a much better one for you.
Jennifer

[Rapunzel]

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I am so sorry to hear that you are having a bad time. Glad you got through it.

I hope that there are some good T's in the UK. It does sound like there are people there with open minds about these things there. This site <A target="_blank" HREF=http://www.siari.co.uk/>http://www.siari.co.uk/</A> is based in the UK - maybe that would be a good place look for information on finding a T there. It's a good website, and one of the first ones I found when I started researching about SI. Kind-of made me wish that I were in the UK where there seemed to be people who understood it.

Fuzzy, please don't wait until it gets so bad that you have to hurt yourself. If you feel that bad, find someone to help you, and talk to us here or something. I hope you feel better.
{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}
Wendy

<font color=green>"Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible" Carl Jung</font color=green>

[Rapunzel]

Fuzzy,

Here's another resource for you: <A target="_blank" HREF=http://www.samaritans.org/>http://www.samaritans.org/</A>

<font color=green>"Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible" Carl Jung</font color=green>

[Fuzzybear]

Thanks Jennifer and Wendy, {{{{{{{{{{{{{{Hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Take care,
Fuzzy xx

[soscared]

Hi Fuzzybear
I am glad to hear you were able to get through the ight alright, I a not sure what the creative corner is can you tell me??
HUGS TO YOU AND THINK OF THEM WHEN YOU WANT TO SELF HARM.
I totally understand the feeling of do something to your self, I have done it too.
I sure hope you can find someone to talk to where you live. I personally don't have any idea.
It sounds like you sure did the right thing in being able to post here when you are feeling like that GOOD FOT YOU AND YOUR STRENGHT!!!!
Keep posting, even if you do find someone to talk to.

[Fuzzybear]

Thanks soscared! In case you haven't found it, Creative Corner is a place/board here for poetry etc. (I didn't literally mean I had made a mess there .....) I hope you keep posting too!

Hugs,
Fuzzy

[darkeyes]

Oh "dear bear", don't give up, and please fight the urge to cut, stop here instead, we love you
((((((((((((((((( hugs across "the pond" )))))))))))))))))

In giving advice seek to help, not please your friend
SOLON

[yokus]

I'm sorry to hear that you're having such a rough time (((((((Fuzzy))))))))). My thoughts are with you. I hope you can find a therapist that you like and trust.

[soscared]

Thanks Fuzzy Bear I did find the creative corner, I just was not looking hard enough before asking. (typical of me)
Hope you are doing better
Take Care
(((((HUGS)))))

[Fuzzybear]

Thanks for all your kind replies. I am feeling like cutting my arms up into shreds. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me

[Fuzzybear]

Well, I am drinking gin at 10.00 in the morning instead. WTF. I don't care at the moment If I dropped dead tomorrow, it would be a good thing.

[heatherm]

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Aww hun Are you ok? Please keep posting so we can help you?

Stay strong - you can get through this.


Heather

"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life - it goes on."
~~Robert Frost

[Rapunzel]

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I'm worried about you. Please let us know you are still with us, okay? Is there something happening that makes you feel so bad, or is it the season, or do you know what it is? Would you like to talk about it? You are welcome to PM me any time you like for any reason. Have you looked into finding a T? Please take care of yourself. I care about you.

<font color=green>"Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible" Carl Jung</font color=green>

[Zenobia]

*Zen walks into Fuzzy place* can I have a swig off what you are drinking?

<font color=blue>The soul should always stand ajar ready to welcome the ecstatic experience.--Emily Dickinson

[Fuzzybear]

Thanks for all your replies. I am not going to get into that cutting thing, however much I feel like it, and I do ... and to anyone who feels so bad that they want to do that, please get help .... but just don't do it.

Boy, have I screwed up though

[Fuzzybear]

Zen, any time!!!!!!!

[PlanningtoLive]

Fuzzy, you haven't screwed up. You aren't responsible for other people's thoughts and actions.

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