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Mar 30, 2012, 10:45 PM
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So Ive struggled with the urges off and on for a year now-was 4 yrs free of cutting. never gave in all these last times....then i screw up. wednesday i was just so bah! so bah! i went into the bathroom at work and tried to scratch with a tac but it wasnt enough so i went after work and bought shaving razors. I had to do it right after I got home. four years and i did it. the thing is even though i only use shavers, one time isnt enough. i have to do it like 3-4 times and even though theyre just surface cuts and not deep at all, i am making 3 red lines at a time. so i have 21 lines on me from just 3 days. i felt like in the shower just doing it. i just feel better since ive done it because im not struggling with wanting to do it now.
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 agma, healed84, lightningscar8, Sannah
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Mar 31, 2012, 04:17 PM
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im just like doing it now to do it. idk why
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#3
Mar 31, 2012, 06:32 PM
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Are you numb?
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Mar 31, 2012, 06:59 PM
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I dont really feel numb. I guess I do at times. I had a good day but still did it just to do it it feels like. I dont get it. Its like I have had urges so long now that since I gave in I am kinda relieved and just do it to do it. I look at the cuts on my legs and wanna do more. Its been so long. This is all just weird. Its like earlier I just thought to myself I ought to do it.
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Apr 01, 2012, 08:53 PM
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im weirded out. what is going on? i see a counselor for only second time to talk on tuesday. i was referred to him by a close friend and i dont even know what to talk about
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#6
Apr 01, 2012, 10:51 PM
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I think maybe you are focusing on it too much?
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#7
Apr 02, 2012, 08:33 AM
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What to talk about? What is bothering you right now?
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Apr 02, 2012, 08:33 PM
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Im sorry. I just get kinda weirded out when I am supposed to open up to someone.
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Apr 03, 2012, 08:58 AM
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Yeah well, I do too. I'm sure a lot of people get weirded out when have to open up. So now I just don't talk about ME and change the subject a lot, and I feel really bad for not being brave enough to do otherwise. In the end, opening up is always the good way to go.
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#10
Apr 03, 2012, 10:37 AM
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It's okay, work with it.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#11
Apr 03, 2012, 11:08 AM
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I am trying. thanks Sannah....watch that UK game last night? |
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#12
Apr 03, 2012, 11:45 AM
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No, it was on too late but we watched the UK/U of L game. Did you watch any or them?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#13
Apr 03, 2012, 02:56 PM
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